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so here i am yet again caught between a rock and a hard place so to speak. Not quiet like being caught between heaven and hell but it is getting close. This week has been alright but i find myself angry and fairly confused these days. What do you do when you don't know which end is up? I have been fighting for the last few days not to lose my temper but let's face it at times it is really hard and i am lucky i have managed to keep things mellow. I am not really sure where to go from here but i am hopeful the answer will appear and everything will make sense to me. I don't know what the future holds i just am taking one day at a time and seeing where it lead me. But as for which road i should take.... well i am still not sure both the high one and the low one seem to look the same from this vantage point. Heheheheh reminds me of a saying i am sure i will have to put down here before this entry is over. I need to buy a lie detector and see who i can hook up to it and for how long. DIfference is i want to one of those that send electric shocks to the liars <grins> i need to invent something like that i could make millions. So life is alright besides the few small problems i am having if work would pick up and i was getting the hours i needed i might actually have my cell phone back on and not have to wrestle my friends for use of theirs. The weather around here is cold.. and i mean colder then normal we actually had a freeze warning the other night.. Damn come on this if florida where the hell is my sun and my fun stare it's about time for it to warm up and let me break out my shorts...


" the truth may not set you free, but used carefuuly it can confuse the hell out of your enemies" twisted



wisdom from rogue's world.