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The very thing that haunts me... the very thing that will forever pain me... the very wound that will scar for life...

I do not seek forgiveness... it is unforgivable...

I simply seek an end... atonement... any end will do... just let it end...


The love and trust we had between us was insurmountable... the things we would freely share with each other...

and in three little words from me... everything became poisoned...

in his eyes.. the one he thought he knew so well... became a stranger... betrayed...

I am guilty for it so... and what causes the guilt in myself is that I had let him go... go and leave me to wallow in this void...

Of all the "what ifs" in life... the one answer i desire more than any is... "what if i had done it differently?"...