Lord Izaran
prince romanov
Lord Izaran
I wanna avoid hijacking a thread:
I honestly gave up on undergaia and gaia a while ago, the only real solid reason I stayed and still stay on Gaia, is for Naomi. Its how we met, its often my only way right now of contacting her. But thats besides the point. I don;t hate you;never had a legit reason to. The only thing I can do is apologize for being a bit of an a**, if it affected you personally. But as for BEING me, I can;t help it. I am not going to apologize for being me however. Those mods and stiffs can suck it. I have always found it exceptionally sick when people are aggressive, based near entirely upon self-status. Call me blind, call me insane, I have heard it all. I just want to enjoy life and deal with as little s**t as possible. But hey, isnt that what we ALL want? mrgreen
I honestly gave up on undergaia and gaia a while ago, the only real solid reason I stayed and still stay on Gaia, is for Naomi. Its how we met, its often my only way right now of contacting her. But thats besides the point. I don;t hate you;never had a legit reason to. The only thing I can do is apologize for being a bit of an a**, if it affected you personally. But as for BEING me, I can;t help it. I am not going to apologize for being me however. Those mods and stiffs can suck it. I have always found it exceptionally sick when people are aggressive, based near entirely upon self-status. Call me blind, call me insane, I have heard it all. I just want to enjoy life and deal with as little s**t as possible. But hey, isnt that what we ALL want? mrgreen
xd HAH! i likethat attitude!! i think it could be toned down somewhat, cause you never realy gave anyone a chance there, but yeah. it is ok, i realy do appreciate the appology but i knew you didn't mean anything by it. i will admit though, it caused me alot of stress... i simply have had enough of the jealous husband problem! gonk
Nah no worries! You have to remember with me, I always have 3 things that remain true: 1) I always have a contingency(backup) 2) I never hold grudges 3) I am a serious joker.
But anyway, your one of the idk...3 people in that Guild that exhibit any kind of humanism. The others, I smell a s**t load of abusers and prisoners in the future. And it makes me shake my dead in disbelief that people can be this cruel and vindictive towards each other. And its undeniably: sad. Not saying there are not good people in UnderGaia, just not a lot of them. So I move along to more concentrated and intelligent groups of people, you know...people with FEELINGS... xd
Again, your a good guy, much of UG isn't. Books are often judge by the first few pages...never by the covers.
rolleyes if i were you i'd take my own advice. rolleyes
let me explain som ethings to you form my personal experiences.
1.) i'm only so "human" because i go through extreme states of cruelty, depression, anxiety, dellusion, delirium, psychosis, selfishness, bloodthirs, honest-to-god dsire to kill. even CRAVINGS!! the NEED to kill, NONSTOP! i have held live bunnies in my hand and ripped the to shreds, pulled their spines out of their back while they squirmed... snapped the necks with my teeth. i have eaten human flesh and liked it. and i am a cannibal. i have fantasies of raping my own future daughters when they are 11 years old, and then raping their daughters. brutally enslaving them all. i have been domestically abusive for years. but i have many more facets of my personallity than the crazed ones. and i am a consumate actor.
2.) Angelita has an amazing understanding of human behavior and instoncts, as well as a genius grasp of psychology. and though she may not have any maternal instincts, or much trust for people, she has an astounding moral and ethical sense. she will not tolerate the ause or manipulation of other human beings, whether it is her business or not.
3.) Serethiel is like the mother of the guild. she is great friends with both valatar and draevir, and has a fiance away at sea in the navy. the reason she goes so hard on people is because she loves the guild and wants to keep everyone getting along. she can be firm, yes, but display an honest desire to behave and she prooves how gentle and sweet she can be.
4.) Geist is a hardass, but only because he sticks up for his friends. who WOULDN"T stand up for someone they loved and cared before defending a complete stranger? to him loyalty is a concrete and tangible thing. so is honour. proof or evidence means little when compared to protecting an entire family. and tha is what the Uoe people are: a family.
5.) valatar roleplays a paranoid, self-serving, cold-hearted and capricious b*****d, but in reality he is just another regular guy, who likes to chaleng himself, stimulate his mind, and keep things in order. he rewards good roleplaying, good sportsmanship and good behavior. and he does not tolerate childishness or whining, leastways among adults.
6. Draevir works with the players to run a smooth guild that everyone can enjoy. he puts himself through mountains of ideas and suggstions and complaints and plans and maps and systems just so that nobody is dissatisfied with his guild. He does this all for everyone else, not himself.
i could go on and on.
