Am I to be just another sad story of lost love? To join the ranks of so many of that sort seems tasteless. All I can do is reassure myself in the fact that I am answerable to only one master, God. I have never asked much of anyone, but is to ask the woman I love to be faithful...is that too much? I was selfless, I made so many compromises for her, and day after day she led me to believe I had indeed found the peace I have so long been dreaming of. Yet I have but one weakness; betrayl. I let my guard down for her, I gave my heart to her. She speaks nothing but lies and hate to me now. Oh God, what did I do wrong? What did I do to deserve this much pain. What kind of world is this where the ones we loved more than ourselves can so easily take our peace and turn it into nothing but suffering and shame.
Yet I live on, for the memory of her is not worth keeping, she isnt worth it.
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