ok so when my french bf Brett, his family is in the military n he is leaving in 3 weeks crying !!! im going 2 miss him so much! we started going out yesterday the 14th. he will be gone by valentines day n i wont have any1 2 go with... well maybe i can ask my ex zack 2 go but idk wat he'll say n he'll probably have a new gf by then. well he should he is like the hottest guy in the school n me n him r about the hottest people in our school we both always have a gf/bf n everyone likes us n we look amazing 2gether n i miss him so much!!! we still talk n hug but everytime we do i dont want it to ever end n now that its cold hes still always warm n when i hug him i make up the excuse that im cold so he wraps his arms around me tighter n holds me there!!! n sometimes i think he still likes me bu tim not completly sure... i really hope so cause i cant live mylife with out seeing him every chance i get!!! i wih i could give him evrything!!! i have a scar on my arm of the sign we made 2gether with the z n the t put 2gether n it fits perfectly n now idk what 2 do with it!?! i want 2 write it over and over again but i cant on my arms so im going 2 do some on my legs maybe...idk i dout it i dont want 2 disapoint my rents again!!!
 cutebutpsycho105 · Fri Jan 16, 2009 @ 01:37am · 1 Comments |
