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Y IS IT THAT WHEN I SET MY MIND ON SOMETHING IT DOESNT HAPPEN... LIKE GETTING BETTER GRADES... OR MAKEING NEW FRIENDS. I ACTUALY FEEL LIKE IM LOOSING FRIENDS. I REALLY WNAT SOME ONE TO BE THERE FOT ME, AND I WANT TO BE THERE FOR SOME ONE. I HAVE FRIENDS, BUT I WANT A BEST FRIEND... AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO GET ONE. I USED TO HAVE A FEW, BUT THAT WAS A WHILE AGO, SINCE I HAVE BEEN SERIOUS WITH PAUL, I DONT HANG OUT WITH MANY GIRLS, I DONT KNOW Y... AND I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS THAT I CAN REALLY HAVE A SLEEP OVER WITH. THEY ALL HAVE SOME WHERE TO BE, OR SOMETHING TO DO, AND IM NOT IN THOSE PLANS. I TRY TO MAKE SLEEP OVER THINGS BUT THAT DOESNT WORK OUT TOO WELL... OK. THIS JOURNAL IS KINDA JUST FOR GOLD... AND IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE BITCHING ANYWAY..... ME AND GOD HAD A TALK, AND NOW I KNOW THAT HES REAL... TO HEAR MORE ABOUT THAT U HAVE TO READ ABOUT IT UNDER THE USERNAME explodingrose