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Love ain´t true as I can see, this boy he says he knows me, he loves me and one single day he just fade away. I search for an answer, why did he left? but nobody has it. Someone that wants to calls himself my friend says that he knew he was a bad guy, but these people wants to make me feel alright when they surely can´t. And I´ll stay with the doubt cuz that´s the only way.

On january first he calls me he congrats me and say goodbye, as I wait for an explanation that will never pass by. Should I call him? I wonder, but my fear won´t let me If I suffer, but I won´t.

I´ll reforce my heart with innumerated walls walls that only a true friend will pass by, walls that everyone will see and slowly go away. I must change the reasons of why did he left me cuz I´ve already found the answer.

I see him online and start talking to me, but I left almost right away. Next day he´s online again, so I talk to him what are u doing? I say, and he shameless says, here with my girlfriend and u?, I said chatting and bored, and erase him right away.