in this world
am i here
taken by your stride
showing me to hide
away from what i fear
distorted images
are disturbing me
letting me see
what i will be
as if a reverie
taken away to see
what had happened again to me
lifeless for the dangers taken
she was distorted in fragrent death
for the longer she kept
the longer they wept
at her body sinking into the sea
is this the fate for me
never had i seen a thing of such grace
falling away from the darkness of this world
and hated in me
i should see
still i left her be
thrashing waves taking her
my loss controling my mind
i stood and watched
as i stabbed him from behind
he'd taken her away from me
so i took a knife and showed him
the blackening world as he left this earth
and fell into hell unlike my kim
water blue as the sky
and filled with dangers
after the blood stained the sands
the water just restrained her
taking her final breathe
the light coming through the surface
no hand to pull her up
i stared at the water and saw the race
was it me holding her down
or just me not allowing her to come back
forsaken to the depths of darkness to drown
she can never take back the crown
but now do i feel better as she's died
or just hate myself more
for i could have lived with the lie
that she never actually loved me
and used me for what i could do
i gave her what i had
my heart and my secrets
blood soaks the sand
water floods the lungs
i shall never speak of this tragedy
of my love for her undone
forsaken to my just like my tongue
for i let her know how i felt
so she went away with him
and all the blood spilt
cruelty spoken to me
hating the way she took away my heart
drowning in the sea
is myself along side her
whilst we are still torn apart
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Into the Darkness
There he was just standing in the dark alley way. Between the two drenched buildings.
All I could hear were the rain drops hitting the Earth's surface and... his footsteps.
I was just standing there, I had no where to go, so I watched him.
All he did was pace, back and forth.
Then I saw it, or them, or him...
A young woman came out of the building to the right.
She started walking towards me.
I didn't know what to do, I still watched.
Then the man or... or thing, ran up behind her, I closed my eyes only until I heard a scream.
A scream so loud that it hurt my soul.
Then at that exact moment my eyes darted open,
that is when I saw the woman laying dead on the Earth's floor.
The man saw me, I started to run, but he just kept up!
Then all of a sudden I hit the black road with him on top of me.
I closed my eyes expecting the worst... then I felt it, the pain in my neck was so unbearable I drifted off into a restless slumber.
I soon woke up to the warmth of a wet substance hitting my lips... blood,
at first it was
grotesque,
but then... then it became a desire to my whole body.
I NEEDED IT!
And that is when I fell into the Darkness!
There he was just standing in the dark alley way. Between the two drenched buildings.
All I could hear were the rain drops hitting the Earth's surface and... his footsteps.
I was just standing there, I had no where to go, so I watched him.
All he did was pace, back and forth.
Then I saw it, or them, or him...
A young woman came out of the building to the right.
She started walking towards me.
I didn't know what to do, I still watched.
Then the man or... or thing, ran up behind her, I closed my eyes only until I heard a scream.
A scream so loud that it hurt my soul.
Then at that exact moment my eyes darted open,
that is when I saw the woman laying dead on the Earth's floor.
The man saw me, I started to run, but he just kept up!
Then all of a sudden I hit the black road with him on top of me.
I closed my eyes expecting the worst... then I felt it, the pain in my neck was so unbearable I drifted off into a restless slumber.
I soon woke up to the warmth of a wet substance hitting my lips... blood,
at first it was
grotesque,
but then... then it became a desire to my whole body.
I NEEDED IT!
And that is when I fell into the Darkness!
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yuko tenshi
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