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Hey guys, it's four hours and twenty four minutes into the new year, so happy late new years ya'll!

I've been up aaaaall niiiight long waiting for the sun to side, and you know what....it's never going to happen! Know why, know why? Because I live in wonderful old Alaska, the land of no sun and the land of eternal sun. See, in the winter time the sun is only up for a few hours a day, but in the summer time, the sun is always up! It sort of sucks O.o Lolz.

Anyways, I'm getting really really tired and I'm using candy as my main source of energy right now because I really want to stay up to see the sun rise and get my wish granted! -eats another pocky- Mmmm, strawberry.

Anyways, I've decided that I am going to write about my new years resolutions! Heehee, it's always fun to come up with resolutions and keep them to yourself...though the weight loss thing is always the hardest! So here goes -clears my throat- MY RESOLUTIONS!

1. I am going to exercise every afternoon, walking on the treadmill for at least 30 minutes...eventually going up to a jog and running, I CAN DO THIS! -determined face

2. I have decided that I will be less dependent on the computer. I'm on the computer 24/7 because there isn't much to do in the small town that I live in...and I can't ride the city bus to go anywhere, so I just depend on this little screen and internet to amuse me O.o Well NO MORE! It ends now! Well...starting tomorrow because today is a relaxing day ^^

3. I will NOT stress myself over the little things in life...I am decided to relax more and enjoy my life so that I can have more fun when I'm doing things. I will stop caring so much about what other people think of me and I will start to work on my self esteem, it's something that needs to be brought up.

4. I WILL bring up my grades. As of late, my grades have been incredibly terrible...so I've decided that I am going to do my homework and buckle down, studying when it's needed and working on everything I'm supposed to -sighs- this and the weight loss one are the hardest!

5. I will stop being so dependent on other people and work more on being an independent gal. I've found that, much like my mother, when I'm with my friends my opinion changes to what they've thought, well NO MORE! I need to stick up for my own beliefs, even if it will piss them off, and tell them what I'm thinking.

6. I will stop apologizing for what other people do and start to stick up for myself. especially with my father O.o

7. I'll find myself a boyfriend this year...but I'll only date him if I truly like him...so that one can't specifically be achieved O.o Lol. Well...I do have a few guys that like me right now...I may try for one of them...but blah, I don't like any of them >.<

8. I may get emancipated, but only if I feel the need for it.


So guys, what do you think? Am I trying to achieve the impossible, or what? Lol, yeah I know >.< Wish me luck?

I wish all of you the best of luck with your new years resolution and I wish you a happy new year.

Namaste.

Tearstains.