ok. my mind is about waist-deep in clutter that needs to be filtered out and removed....
today was, more or less, very boring. We had pics for the yearbook all throughout the day, and then at the end we had our homeroom's christmas party. Ours was interesting- everyone brought food (lots lol) and for 2 hours we just watched Alex and Louis play Guitar Hero (rockband I believe?)... then afterwards we came home, had ribs for supper (my aunt is here & she brings awesome food). lol she gave each of us 3 kids a $100 bill for christmas... >.< Krin got me this awesome bracelet that I've been wearing all day... =3
I gotsa headache. Lately Josie and Taylor have been having a feud over -what else- danceline, I'm assuming. I'm not understanding either side of the argument (more or less its just Josie? O.o) but I'm doing as I did last time this happened and am gonna be friends with both until they make up. which might be awhile. -.- Apparently Josie is mad at Taylor for something... thing is I don't know what exactly. I do so wonder how MDT cuts went... Jenna and I were speculating in the locker room after school as to what would happen under different results. We decided that the cuts will either fix or utterly destroy the tattered remnants of their friendship... we shall see. I'm just sick of this whole thing........... (notice elipses)
also I realized two very polar things on the bus these 2 days of school this week- Yesterday it finally hit me about Munchkin (like to the point of almost tears this time), but today it was kinda back... I dunno. I know this whole thing is utterly pointless (which is why I gave up on him in the first place), but today for a bit I was entertaining the same old thoughts I used to have... I still can't look him in the face (much less anywhere in his general direction), and don't really know why... instead of butterflies when I see him I get a "punch in the gut" kinda thing now... compared to the very short crush that I recently got over, this "getting over" bit really isn't what that was (that one is *poof!*-- utterly non-existent). I dunno... I think I'm almost ready... not yet, but almost.
our water filter is busted (yet again), so I was ordered by mom to not take a shower. We have church tomorrow night (Christmas eve service), & if it isn't fixed by then, we'll have to go to Jennifer's place and take showers (if I took one here & now my hair would turn a dirty blonde/orange color... x[ ) before we go there.
Strangely enough i was able to talk to Sergio today... xD he got a cheat sheet about the Jungle from Mrs. Smith (lucky~) and he was showing it to Taylor and me. (I'm listening to a spanish song that's really good & that made me think of him...) he probably thinks I like him or something (that's enough to scare somebody real bad xDDD) since I invited him over to my house but I don't like him (seriously ppl, think about the guys I like... no foreigners, plz and thanx. xD) so whatever... it adds some amusement to my day, anyways.
urg headache... it actually feels kinda good to write because I can get all this off my conscious. (at least for a bit) welp Merry Christmas everyone... cheers. x]
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