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great ...just perfect
one minuete i was talking to someone i got really close to. i was learning all his likes dislikes and the whole shabbang . he told me his life story and everything he WANTED to do in life. he told me how his sister was the devil and he truley hated her. he told me that sometimes it just got to out of control and bad things happened. he told me that he liked getting to know me and that i was stupid for actually listening to him but i liked listening cause i knew i could be good friends with him. we talked and talked and he was complaining that his sister just yelled and hima and he had enough of it.. he started saying he didnt want to live anymore.... he didnt want to ever see her face,hear her voice ,or smell her disgusting smell.he had enough. he said im going to kill my self , you dont know how hard i tryed to help to stop him to make him realize what he was doing. but no one could get through to him . not a soul, his best friend came up to me and asked if i had seen him and yes id did. we sent out looking for him but he was gone.his best friend called him and his mother answered crying. she said he had stabbed himself just then......we both sat down crying . i cant believe he did this to us. we both cared for him and he didnt care that we did. i wonder if he knows that we are grieving. i wonder if he knows how much he impacted our lives. i wonder if he knows how much he destroyed our lives just now. his best friend said he wouldnt let him die in vain.. he wanted to kill his sister and get revenge. horrible idea i said to him. you cant thats stupid! i wont let you. please for me dont. i dont want to visit you in jail , i dont want you to loose your life or take another. it would only torture him becasue he would still have to live with his sister in hell! god please do not.guess what he did.. he left me to go find her... i dont know what he is doing right now but i hope to god he isnt doing what i think he is doing. my life could not get any worse. im not a depressing person but right now im depressed. seriously i wish i had a time machine. i wantto go back and help him.....my life stinks..i hope his best friend doesnt... i wish FOR ONCE someone would listen to me when it really mattered.
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