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Rei's Thoughts
i'm a girl who likes to help my friends and family. i also try my best to help others as well. in this journal, i write what happens each day on Gaia(if i don't forget)
What's wrong with me?
I feel as though I'm making everyone miserable. No matter how hard I try to make things better, I just make things worse and worse. What really gets to me is that it's almost Christmas! Some good person I am. Making people sad...causing them so much pain...even when it's almost Christmas..... *sigh* Sometimes I wonder what things would be like if I was never here. Would people be happier if I was gone? Probably so. Being with all of their great friends... How would they react? Would they even notice I was gone? ....Would they even care if I left? Those questions really make me wonder....

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CrayzJ
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commentCommented on: Mon Dec 15, 2008 @ 12:54am
if you werent here then i wouldnt be alive right now and if i was then i would never know how much i could love someone i would definatly not be happy i would be so very lonely no friends no one to care i would most likely not forget you if you were gone i would remind people if they forgot which i wouldnt see why they would forget someone that cared for them so dont ever think like that everyone would care if you left i bet if you had left then everyone would cry just wishing they could have that great friend back especialy me i would obviously be crying my eyes out wishing i could see you again you are still someone that i care for dearly i want to help you and to talk things through but youre just not letting me which is saddening me i just feel so hopeless that i just feel as if i have no purpose you are that one person i want to help the most to hug you when you need one and to hold you when you cry but helping you is getting hard especialy if you dont let me.
please dont think that way

who are the ppl u are making misserable anyways ? confused


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