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OMG MY TITLE RHYMES. *squee*
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Okay, I kinda get what my friend is saying about how it's always about him. What have a lot of my journal entries been all about? I shouldn't let this take over my life...
not that I should get over him. Nuh uhh.
Buuuuttt...
if she doesn't want me to talk about him in her presence, then okay. I think I can try. And if she's still pissed at me....
What'll be the reason?
She'll understand later, I guess.
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A weird but appetizing-ish smell is coming from the kitchen. I'm too lazy to get up and see what it is...
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I've just realized the great advantages of having an online journal or blog.
1. It's a great way to vent at people who don't really care.
2. I get gold.
3. All my anxieties, angst, anger at nobody in particular, and other bad feelings can be kept at bay with it. One can't tell their parents and peers EVERYTHING....
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But this isn't going to be ALL negative stuff. I guess...
I'll do some happy stuff once in a while for you guys that DOESN'T include hormone-induced feelings... though I'm not sure what feelings aren't, these days.
Randomness isn't my ONLY feature.
I can be pretty messed up and confused sometimes.... but I never, ever show it.
Even when Will pointed out that I thought crying over a ton of problems on my shoulders was showing a sign of weakness, it still goes against my nature to let it out.
*bobs to music for a while (Mercury Tears by Chromeo)*
"And all I want is to be by myself. Do you think that's a crime? I don't want to be with anybody at all. I don't wanna be seen with anybody at all. The world is much to big for me to handle alone. But I don't want no friends, I want to stay on my own."
sigh...
I'm too stubborn for my own good.
My sister says I should be a lawyer for that reason..
but I hate memorizing stuff. Dx~
