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Rawr!

evil cry stressed scream crying My teacher tells me I can't sit with friends. I have no one else to talk to. I am told I am on the nerdy quiet side of the classroom. I come home and make a joke and I end up pissing my parent's off. I end up in a room that's really a closet and probably going to end up here all night because my parent's either get angry all the time when I am around or they don't talk to them. All I want to do is talk to them because I have no one else. Moving has been really hard for me. Our own car gets better treatment then I do. I miss my real family the one that liked me, the family that liked having me around and the family that talked to me and wanted to know how I feel and didn't criticize me but just listened. I never wanted people to give me advice I just needed someone to listen to me. Now I have nothing! I am so lonely I cry for no reason. I want to jump in front of a bus just cause I can....My depression is worst then when I moved to Richmondhill. I hate my life and I wish I never agreed to come live in Sudbury. It's not worth my breath.

*Time goes by and nothing changes,I am in a race against myself*
**For nothing more then to get closer to my end**
** And everyday is shorter **
** Loneliness is l**
**All that I**
**Have**
*Killing myself slowly with the lyrics of our loves songs*

Jade_Temptress6669 · Mon Nov 03, 2008 @ 08:45pm · 0 Comments


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