********, why is it, life has to torture me, send images of my past, watch me fall to the ground and fail, knowing my life is in ruins, seeing everything thrown at me when I was a kid, knowing what i went through, never forgetting, never can hide from them, the memories tormenting, laughing, hysteria, dementia, depression, anger, hatred, Fights, no love...Nothing can save me now....Im lost to my depression, wandering in a void, not knowing where to go, someone show me the light so I can escape...
Monday is going to suck, I ******** hate my life right now, Depression, Anxiety and Anger are seeping in, Im close to a break down, Nothing will help me, Girlfriend is stressful, School is Stressful, Everyones Expectations crushing me, wanting me to succeed, I try, burn and fail, crashing, Everyone thinks im worthless, Students I mean, I don't care about family, except for my Father, Mother and Nana..., I do not wish to hurt them...My nana worries about me, my mother Worries for me, My dad worries for me....I worry for my Sanity... I wish i could just get away from it all, there's only one way to do it, and its the cowards way out, and I am no coward...
I don't know what to do...Im just ranting right now, ******** I hate life...
Monday is going to suck, I ******** hate my life right now, Depression, Anxiety and Anger are seeping in, Im close to a break down, Nothing will help me, Girlfriend is stressful, School is Stressful, Everyones Expectations crushing me, wanting me to succeed, I try, burn and fail, crashing, Everyone thinks im worthless, Students I mean, I don't care about family, except for my Father, Mother and Nana..., I do not wish to hurt them...My nana worries about me, my mother Worries for me, My dad worries for me....I worry for my Sanity... I wish i could just get away from it all, there's only one way to do it, and its the cowards way out, and I am no coward...
I don't know what to do...Im just ranting right now, ******** I hate life...
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Its all going to be good. Just remember, your going to have the best summer of your life when it comes, and well throw fish at anyone who drives us crazy!Lol!
Your friend!
Kat!