..poem thing..
i got nothig but a broken heart,i try and hide my pain
i try and act happy just for you,i have to be restraned.

i keep trying to get you back but you think its for the best if we move on
i dont think that is true but im not the one to speak.

what we had i thought it would last and i would be your one and only
but to find out that i was only dreaming.

im hurting like crazy and its going to take awhile for me to get over what we shaired
we both had our problems but i looked past them and just wanted to be with you.

i rather be with you then without you but i guess you think we should give up
wishing we could forget the past and try to forgive eachother.

being without you is just killing me inside and out
like i would ever want to hurt you?

im sorry for the pain i put you through and sorry for all the drama
i wanna be friends if i cant have you back.



..note..
babe you know i love you and i would never hurt you.i wasnt checkin no one out i can do that i have my eyes on you and i cant turn away.and to say the truth i am trying to act happy so you dont worry.babe/katie i wanted to cry yesterday but i held strong its hard for me to hold you and not kiss you and say i love you 20 times but yah..naw tiffany anit my chick i love you and i cant date right now,mabe you can but the time we had for sum reason i cant help but stay behide and not date.what do you mean all the girls?my friends were just hugging me.its hard to see that huh.how do you think i feel.dont besorry for anything.just dont push me away please that would just tear me apart.even tho we anit togather im not goin back 2 ma old habits and im still goin 2 hold you and never give up on you i dont care if you yell/kick/bite or anything i wont ever let go.what note did you fine?i loves you to baby and here i tell you what was on my mind and how i feel.And im guessing we cant give it another swing huh?and you were having a bad hangover when you gave me a note asking me back out.for you to be thinking its for the best.but ok..
love ya..