I recently broke up with my previous boyfriend, Asher.
Though it was the hardest thing I've ever done.
I still love him, I care for him and he means everything to me.
But the only thing that I want most from a relationship, I fear he, nor anyone else, can give to me.
All I wish is for a relationship of equality.
A relationship where I recieve just as much as I give.
Where is the pleasure in one-sided love?
I would rather live and die alone,
Than be with a lover who couldn't love me as much as I love them.
I love two wonderful people,
But it tears me apart inside, because I cna't love one, without hurting the other.
In one hand, there is Asher, who probably despises me now and wants nothing to do with me, but is generally kind and understanding when he wishes to be. He makes me feel special because he's told me many secrets that I'm more than happy to keep to myself. It's made me feel as though I'm closer to him than most of his other friends.
And in the other hand, there is Robby, who is very sweet, gentle and caring, and tries his best to tend to my needs. But is very afraid of letting go of his previous relationship with Brian. He makes me feel special, because even though he is into men, he says I'm the only girl he'd every been interested in.
What will I ever do?
Though it was the hardest thing I've ever done.
I still love him, I care for him and he means everything to me.
But the only thing that I want most from a relationship, I fear he, nor anyone else, can give to me.
All I wish is for a relationship of equality.
A relationship where I recieve just as much as I give.
Where is the pleasure in one-sided love?
I would rather live and die alone,
Than be with a lover who couldn't love me as much as I love them.
I love two wonderful people,
But it tears me apart inside, because I cna't love one, without hurting the other.
In one hand, there is Asher, who probably despises me now and wants nothing to do with me, but is generally kind and understanding when he wishes to be. He makes me feel special because he's told me many secrets that I'm more than happy to keep to myself. It's made me feel as though I'm closer to him than most of his other friends.
And in the other hand, there is Robby, who is very sweet, gentle and caring, and tries his best to tend to my needs. But is very afraid of letting go of his previous relationship with Brian. He makes me feel special, because even though he is into men, he says I'm the only girl he'd every been interested in.
What will I ever do?
