Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

ok here's some upcoming events:
-tomorrow (monday): ortho, piano lesson, and playing for homecoming coronation
-Thursday- choir (note to self: ask if we can get a small group together for that one song...)
-Friday- Homecoming FB game (hooooooray... *burns band uniform*- what? dammit i hate homecoming... crying yet i love it at the same time... neutral )
-Saturday- leave bright and early at 6-ish for Sioux Falls marching competition (hot, sweaty, cramped quarters, and miserable as heck...)

aaaand then on the 14th I'ma leavin' for Baltimore for a week! 4laugh originally the whole family was s'posed to come with, but our help is rather... incompetent. sooo I'm going with mom (lol yay another plane ride! rofl )... but thing is she didn't order our tickets at the same time (thankfully i think they're the same flight though) so I probably won't be sitting next to her on the plane... aw heck I don't really care as long as I'm going! ^^ and then since mom'll be in meetings like the whole time (she's Chair Elect of something-or-other this year... O.o) I get to wander around by myself!!! >.< I'm so excited... then in the spring when I'm in Florida with the band, the rest of the family will be in Philadelphia... =3


..... also been just randomly thinking about things today... like guys, for example... xD there's a guy here who i used to like and now every time he's on I'm just like, "oh. he's on." and continue what I was doing but think about how we had talked to each other... *sigh* nope. i think its all gone (not like there was anything to begin with, anyways...) now.

then the real-life situation is no better... its weird that every time I think about it, i get sad, but i start laughing like there's no tomorrow... i mean, it is rather funny to see someone like me completely head over heels with someone that's like my complete opposite... so i don't think I'll ever tell him. it'd scare him out of his wits... xD but I do wanna keep an eye on him... wonder who he'll end up with... and, after much consideration of my views of the word "love" (believe me, its a VERY sacred word to me... I hate how many people mis-use it so often today... stare ), I think its safe to say I love him. But then again maybe not. I mean, i barely know him, so I can't really say that I want to spend the rest of my life with him... but I do care tremendously about him. haha I bet the people that I know in real life that are reading this are laughing to death (lol a way to kill... ninja )... xD

aaaaaaaaaaand then I'm also working on updating a lot of crap on the internet stuff I have... I'm done updating my myspace and my blog, and I'm about 3/4 done here... just have to update some journal stuff probably...


....... cheers everyone. x]