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you may think differently but personally i find it amazing how our stupidity can eventually help us.

for example, if you do something that you know is probably the dumbest thing you could possibly do, likem i dunno, going out with someone so you can both get over other people even though both of you know thats never gonna happen and each others separate jealousy complexes wont let the other people interfere, and then it turns out better than anything in you wildest dreams, like the person youre in love with has an amazingly awesome realization that is going to make your day, isnt that wonderful?

i think it is.

now, as a combination of my stupidity and my issues with getting too attached to too many peoples at once, im happier than ive been in a while. even if things dont go back to what they once were, i will be infinitely happier because the truth is out in the open.

and my conscience has decided not to kill him.