Anomynous
((Legal problems involving what I did to some idiots head... with a very sturdy bit of pipe... I might just be overreacting... it'll all come to pass round 3-4 tommorrow... *Threatens Tsuki with coolwhip*))
... I've always thought that I'd be pretty scary if I snapped. I tended to get picked on a lot in school, and it wasn't that long ago that Columbine and that stuff had happened... but the idea of going out and seriously hurting somebody else really freaks me out. It scares me a bit to think what I might be capable of it I were to just let myself go one of these days.
I suppose Mao is kind of a reflection of that; he snaps and enjoys it, but also feels bad later on. Of course, I have this other character---Version---in another RP who would rather let himself die then take a human life. confused Sometimes I wonder just how much of me goes into my RP characters...