sooooooooooooooooooo... i'm probably gonna start drawing soon.. cuz that's just how i is... i've lost the urge to write completely, so both insanity and the stars are gonna be indefinetly postponed... (i already defined what that means, go back and read some of my other entries if you have any questions) so... i'm just kinda getting... tired... i guess... *sigh* so very tired... i just want to draw... or something... but whatever... I DREW SOME PICS FROM JTHM! I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF!
THEY LOOK RELATIVELY OKAY! WHOOOOOO! *dances around the room* *cough cough* no one say that... it's just that i really suck at drawing, my forte is writing, and even lately my writing has uberly sucked cuz i'm just growing so... uninspired... or maybe it's the random depression waves... i might end the stars at the fifth scene... leave the rest up to people's imagination... it could work... and it would save me trouble... i suppose... but i never really did figure out what to do with the rest of the plot... i mean, okay she kisses him... what would happen next, hmmm? would danny get jelous? would jake get beat up? would aaron get a girlfriend and actually do something right? I DON'T KNOW! I DON'T KNOW WHAT WOULD HAPPEN BECAUSE I FAIL AT WRITING! *sigh* i feel so useless... i'm so glad no body reads this, or those who do don't bring it up, cuz i probably seem kinda crazy... i mean i'm just rambling on and on... mainly cuz i know once i finish this entry it's back to real life, and believe me, i hate real life... i want to stay as far away from reality as possible, and that drives me mad becasue i know how pointless that is, i mean you can't escape reality, you can try, but you will always fail... and i'm not one to just ignore reality, if i tried to do that i wuold go insane for real... i don't know... does any of this make sense? i don't think so... i think i should go play trauma center... OH! i'm no longer failing in trauma center, i'm doing okayish actually... i'm stuck on this one operation where you have to stop these anyerisms (i think that's how you spell it) and there are tumors and you have ten minutes to save three patients... yeah, i totally failed, but becasue i ran out of time, so i might be able to do it this time... maybe... i don't know... maybe if i tried harder.... or froze time... or shot myself in the foot.. IDK!
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