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Writing the things that come out of my mind. Just a little story about the beginning of our love to now. Sort of random, probably forgot a bunch of big moments. side effects of adderall i think. Ive been pretty decent at remembering things since i got off the stuff.

They met one day in high school through a mutual friend. Both had loving others. A friendship bloomed. Time passed. They became best friends. Her boyfriend treated her like nothing and her heart was broken. She needed to feel strong. He helped her be strong. When she and her boyfriend finally broke it off, she was devistated because her boyfriend had left her a broken distroyed mess of a person. He helped her be strong as she put her heart together. They started dating. She was happy. He made her heart strong again. They were happy together. They had shared special moments and they were in love.

They were both in school. She did well, but he did not. He tried job after job and semester after semester. He finally decided to give up. He decided it was time that he join the army. She and many of his friends were devistated. She was scared. Many thoughts raced through her head. Thoughts of what would happen if he never came back. Those thoughts would never leave her head, no matter how much she tried. Their one year aniversery came. He bought her a bracelet with their initials engraved on it. She made him a photo album so she would always be close to his heart.

The day he left, her heart cried. She waited by the mailbox for his letters. She waited for weeks at a time to hear from him. He was her best friend. She couldn't stand to lose him. She loved him. Days went on and on, sometimes she would go weeks without letters. He could barely ever call her. She felt lonely every day. It was september when he left. He came home in December for a visit, because he had not finished yet. They were happy for that time. Then he had to leave again. He went back, and didnt pass. He had to stay. She was very disappointed. She wanted to see him again.

Months went by again. During that time, she sent him many letters, he sent a few. When he finally came home, she happily spent time with him. At the end of this trip before he got sent to his new base, he proposed. He didnt have a ring, and he didnt even ask it seriously. She told him yes, but he'd have to do it again. So he went away again to his new base. This time he was able to talk to her. But she was still lonely.

He came home again in July and she was excited. However their time together was abreviated because she was going on a trip the next week. They spent their time togther mostly happy. They had an engagement dinner planned. They were excited. His parents were going to come and so were her parents. They were going to go out to a nice resturaunt and he was going to surprise his parents. Her parents already knew. As the day progressed, his mother ended up saying she wasnt going to go. They were both shocked and upset. His mother refused to go despite attempts to persuade her otherwise. So his father then decided he wasnt going to go either. He then lost all of his romantic mood. She was extremely upset. He still took her out to dinner, but decided not to propose. The ride back to her house was very quiet, with only the sounds of her sniffles. Back at her house he gave her a stick to smack him with until she felt better. She kept smacking him. Eventually he decided he was going to propose anyway. It was a beautiful ring. She smiled through her sniffling. She put on the ring and hugged him. She continued smacking him with the stick and started to feel better because it made her giggle. He thought it was funny too.

They went to go visit his grandparents. The trip ended in having to take a bus home when his car broke down on the way back. She then had to leave for Alaska. They parted sweetly and she spent two weeks apart, with very little communication. She had wanted to call him at night but unfortunately she spent most of the time with no signal. She came home and they talked happily again. They started to talk about their wedding and what they wanted. They had an argument about what she felt like when he said things in a negative light about how happy she was about them being engaged. Finally they talked it out and finally understood how each other felt. She got good news about her new job that would take her one more step to her goal. This job would give her opportunities to save enough money to visit him. Also she would be able to save enough to allow them to have their engagement photos taken.