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i dont know what to say so ill let out my heart...

a black abise and a endless sky of light....in your arms is where i want to be the warmth is comforting....your heart is a valley i desire to run through forever... your soul is what i want to be with.....your smile is the sun and your laugh is as comforting to see when im am upset....you are my everything and you will never have any idea as to what i feel...you said your getting annoyed by me and that you want to be friends and i cried and said fine but when i tried to make a friendship you barely did anything....it was like me pushing a 1000 pound train to get it to move .... with out your engine to make it move...you gave me a slight push once or twice but nothing more....my soem of my friends think im to good for you but i think other wise i like you to much to let them hurt you or make me not like you anymore.........

a path of rain guide the way to a death that will end everything and a cloud of hopes and dreams that is unseen is waiting in my path for me to step up to....and i have no idea what it is what it looks like and how it will end up to be..but i know that somewhere in there i will find someone that i will never want to leave...i hope that i have already found that person but who am i to say that i have...

.....ocean waves, blacks and grays never knowing what to say when i cry you run awya your never there when i need you then when i call you out you act as if you have no clue baby its hurting me more than you so im going out on my own but before i leave i have to say your not the one for me....(i wrote that a long time ago...)

your the light that leads the way when im in the gray you always know what to say your my everything and i will never want that to change ( i wrote that a long time ago)

ok i wrote this next one about a guy i used to like but it can be used on anyguy i like cause its not to spacific
as i come home from school i look down and see shining snow laying there so peacfully and it reminds me of his eyes when he looks at me! then im brought to attention of his warm caring smile like sun rays making me hot
when he walks by me and i feel a sudden breeze scent of the ocean waves hitting land so carelessly free i know that we are ment to be

ok i know that last one was cheesy and horrible lol

as i swallow my wallowing pain i cry in the dark night alone on a road with no one to hear me cry i fall into the hands of the empty sky (i wrote that a long time ago too)