I miss you, my pretty little white encased drop of heaven. Over a long enough time-line everyone becomes depressed, realisation that their life is worthless and will never lead to anything.
whiteAnd I miss this.
The active ingredient in a lot of major cough medicines is Dextromethorphan, on the street this is called DMX. DMX is an hallucinogenic drug, so you can buy a cough medicine and chug it down to see things that are not there. Most cough medicines also contain acetaminophen, this makes you throw up when taken in large amounts. Some kids like to ride this out to get a high.
whiteI've never, ever been able to ride it out.
whiteThey say a writer needs to have constant tragedy in their life.
I was held in depression, cradled in the dark on the brink of death. A cold corner to cry on and self-destruction as an appetiser.
whiteAnd I miss this.
You take copious amounts of any drug to overdose with, and you will most likely fail. It is hard to overdose, your liver tries as hard as it can to keep you alive. For my height and age I can lose around 4000cc of blood without passing out. Upon passing out my heart will palpitate due to the severe lack of blood. This could cause a heart attack.
whiteMy heart wants to kill me, my liver wants to save me.
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