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As the fire rolls across your heart you stare into the distance. Is there something there that I cannot see or are you just not able to look me in the eyes? No matter what I seem to say to you, you seem to stay in your own little world, trapped in the flames of your own unloving heart. You say you love me, you say you need me but you never see me, you never hear me. Even when I reach out and brush my hand against your cheek to see if you can feel, you just continue to stare off. I swear there was a time were you loved and cared. When you would wrap me in your arms and keep me there until I had to leave. You used to risk everything, just to say hello or to get a glimpse of the people you loved. Now all you do is think. Think about what could have been, and what is.

Will you come back to me one day? No, I know you won't so I will take my chance now to say that I loved you, but that has changed. So as I tell you my good-bye I will leave. I will leave you too yourself. What you do now to yourself is up to you, but I can't stand by and watch anymore. It hurts me, more then you know. You think you know me, but you don't. So I will leave so you don't have to worry anymore. I'm sorry for any pain or trouble I have cause. If I was the one that caused this, I hope you will get better after I leave. If you do, I'll be glad, if you don't I'll be sad, but I won't come back. This is my final and last... good-bye.