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Today was a bad day, If you think your day was bad, you should read this before you do anything stupid like cut yourself or something like that! here it goes wow this introductory thingy was very emo emo lolz.. anyway here it goes:

I woke up to go to school today, believeing it was going to be another perfect day, When I was late for school today because we woke up late, anyway I went to the office to get a late pass in order to go into the classroom, then the principal stops me and tells me, that I need to take the regular english class, that I'm not in the advanced class, the thing is that I don't want to take the regular english class, not because I'm a nerd or anything, but it was because I was really good at english and it really seemed unfair to change me, and I've already bought the advanced enlglish book, so that pissed me off a little, but I wanted to talk to my english teacher first to see If I can convice her to let me stay in the advanced class, but she said exactly these words "I cannot keep you with me, because I have too many students and I think you don't have what it takes" then I told her but why, I got a good grade last year in advanced english (97% to be exact), and she told me "sorry my change is final so, she walked away. now I was really pissed I felt like I wanted to kick her a**, and take her ******** old face and toss it into the dirt, so I was pissed.. When I got to my chemistry class, the teacher gave me a new schedule, they changed me to another group, Perfect... I know everybody in that group but I only talk with 1person in that group... everybody else hates me there!!! I was really pissed off!!! I felt so out of group that you cannot imagine.. scream scream scream I tried to talk with people there, but the will just ignore me.. I said ok, no talking for the rest of the school year, great!! boy was I pissed now!!, on snack time, one of my best friends, Joanne came to me. IDK why, she told me lots of s**t, but s**t in a good way, she told me everything I did wrong and all of that she even told me I was always ******** lazy, I was getting mad, but I couldn't say anything because it was the thruth, so yeah.. I cried. she really got to me, she said so many things and If she could only know why was I so pissed, then she told me "what? so you're not gonna do anything about it? you have to accept the change and get straight As so she can ******** say WOW he should be in advanced english you have to stand up for yourself and ******** the haters, yeah that means the teacher too, ******** her you just do the work at the class and forget about anything else" she told me that and well I leave to the bathroom to clean my face.. she told me all of that but here's what she doesn't know Advanced engliush was more than just a class to me, It was the only thing in which people stopped comparing me to my brother because he's in regular english... t's the only reason I tried so hard last year, and you can call my friends (of course if you know them) how many times I called them at 1AM 2AM 3AM up to 4AM when everybody was sleeping I was there ******** my head with bunch of stuff about a test mostly english test next day, and I would wake up in the morning as if I have gone to bed lat night at 7PM all to take a ******** english test, Advanced english was the only thing that kept me alive and always wanting to improve myslef, because it was the reason I got promotoed to the 1st group also called as the "Group of Intelligent People" I remember back in 9th grade when they switched me when I told my dad, he called almost all my family and took me to Chilli's to celebrate, because of my great achievement... I always hear when my dad is talking to his coworkers and when he talks about me he alsways mention how good I am at english. and all of that stuff, English was really the subject I like the most, because I know I'm really good at it... and not only all of this has happened but now my brother was promoted to Advanced English, and we take english with the same teacher... and I swear if she compares me to my brother JUST ONE TIME like evry other tracher at school had, I'll ******** beat her up so hard that they will take me to Jail, I swear I will... because the reason I'm having this frustration is because of her...... so if we can summarize what advanced english ment to me well I will say that it was really all I had in terms of Academics. Ok back to the story, so I was going to make a good first impression with my english teacher, so she knows that I'm willing to work hard that year, and right out of the blue my old homeroom tahcer comes to me and says will you move your locket to tyour new homeroom, and I said well I don't know, do you want me to move them or you don't mind.. she said yes move them cause I have students that don't have lockers... well I moved all my books and I was late to her class, she tells me go get a late pass, soo I went and the principal wasn't there, I had to wait for her, so I did and she gave me a late pass.. so I go to her room and she tells me "next time you're out, you're not entering my classroom with or without late pass" I didn't argue with her, or anything because it was just too much for a fdirst impression so I seated stay quiet and started doing my work. I was really pissed about this change.. but I decided that life always have a meaning at the end, who knows what will happen.. God always have a purpose with everyone. and I'm sure this is all part of his plan... I'll just go with it, and I won't let this situation keep me down, I'm going to step up for myself and keep going on! because I know everything's going to be alright.

Part 2: My Friends comming soon, I had to divide the blog post because then It would be really long, abnd I would really like for people to read it all and not get bored... well that's all I know this post is kind of Emo emo emo but well.. my day was really frustrated.. and I had lots of things going on in my mind I just felt this was the best place to let it all out!! thanks for reading, BYE NOW!