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i dotn know why i cut myself, why i want to be gone forever, where the pain will stop, everytime i stand up you push me back down, you just keep knocking me over, no matter what i say or do, you ******** hate me, im worthless, i just wanna go away, keep the bleeding stop the breathe god please i beg you, just make it all go away, i cant live like this, im just a burdon on every1, they want me dead, well they're happiness means alot to me, so make ******** happy, im begging you, drain me of my soul, i hate me, i hate everything i am, everyhtin i've become, they dont care why should i, just end it please, idc howq the more pain the better, i've done nothing but ******** up, i'll never be able to make them happy this is the solution this is the end..please i'll do anything! : scream sad crying cry cry