*Audio file*
I... have been having trouble concentrating lately... gathering my thoughts and thinking clearly has been very difficult... i haven't been able to find my appartament for two nights straight... *voice fades and comes closer as if he's pacing around the room* And last night... i faced 4 vampires trying to get me... a snack... i killed them ofcourse *voice now sounds unusualy content*, but that's not the problem... it seems that my fire spells aren't working as they should... not are my holy ones... *there's a long silece* i don't dare to make any assumptions on the matter untill i know more... but it seems i'm regaining some of my former powers... but these seem dark... chaotic...
Things will play out in due time... as they always have... now i got the possibility of choosing... acting to what i want... *voice drops to somewhat a mad whisper* they don't know... they truly don't know... but i do.... *chuckles* i'll have a blast when i finaly let out the news... i DO wonder how many faces will turn... in scorn... suprise... even hate? *laughs* i don't care! i'm tired of always playing the goodguy... always being smething that's not feared, appriciated nor respected!! *snarls into the recorder*
why the ******** help people that just wants to kill you afterwards? why the hell aid and preserve when there ALWAYS going to be s**t that'll destroy it after? protect for what... being thought an arrogant fool? to be ******** treated like you were the lowest scum of hell... and it's not just HER... it's EVERYONE!
*laughs again*
but they'll see... they'll know... yea... they'll know... and they'll finally have a good reason to hate me...
*movement is heard and the recording ends*
 Zauriel the Redeemed · Wed Sep 07, 2005 @ 03:28pm · 0 Comments |
