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My stories and other fun stuff.

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Things are just getting worse. I feel lost and whenever I need someone no ones on my side. My mother hates me cause I played nice to my dad. And then my father called me a liar indirectly over the damn phone bill. I feel lost as every day this war goes on between them. And yet again I am the middle one. I have to play peacemaker and rock to my mother. I just can't handle it anymore. Some days I just want to lay down and die. Ignoring this world that can be so cruel yet the cruelest thing is to be forced on a battlefield that you can't face anymore. I just wish I can just turn away and either take my life or run. But I have nowhere to go and I don't want to go to death over this s**t. My mom decided to make me out like a roommate since I don't want to put up with this anymore. My heart and mind can't take it.

Posted by: Gingalegendokami Fri Jul 25, 2008 @ 06:34pm