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Awake I walk around, darkness surrounds me. Were am I? Who am I? I look around and see nothing. I feel weird. Im hot. There is something on me.... no in me. I scream but nothing comes out. Get it out. please. I fall down and feel my hands getting tied together, along with my feet. let me go. is all im thinking at first. Ven then comes to mind. I cry but my tears fall into endless darkness. "Ven!!" my voiced called out. I feel like my body is getting hotter and raped all over. Ven was all that could come out. I close my eyes and feel a breeze on my hot skin. I open them agien and noticed I was falling. I awoke screaming and frantically looking around. I feel Ven hugging me.panting I see him open his eyes. "are you okay?" He gently touches my forhead with his the back of his hand, "your fever has gone down" I look around and relize were I am. "Bermy" I say quitly and watch him walk in. Ven looks behind him and watched him too. I try my best to hide behind Ven. "I won't tell really" I whine. Ven hugs my shivering body "look at him, you scared him" Bermy walk behind Ven trys to stare at me, I try my best not to make eye contact. "I want to go home" I whisper to Ven. My eyes have never been so small. I feel like a puppy wanting the warmth of my mother in a cold winter day. Bermy sits next to Ven and me and lays on his side. I look away stuffing my face into Vens chest. Bermy pats my head "im sorry I hurt you, I won't do it agien". I clutch to Ven. He pats my head gently "I want to go home" I whine agien. Bermy get back up and stands at the door, Ven peels me off and holds my chin "its okay, we are having problems and need to stay for a bit." I sniff as a tear flows "problems?" my eyes widen and I look at Bermy. He looked angry and looked away, I slam backwerds "I didn't do it!! I swear" Ven grabs hold of me and shakes me a little "we now, we now you didn't do it!" He kisses me and I calm down a little "it was a vampire you didn't do a thing" panting I clutch to Ven's chest. I could hear his heart beating soundly. "I want to go home" I whisper. Ven sighs and pats my head "im sorry we can't" He peels me off and quickly walks out the door. Bermy stares at me as I fall down on the sheets. He walks away after a mere few secands. I get back up and stare at the door, I crawl off the bed and hit my head on some books. I keep my eye on the door, I crawl through the books and papers.

I reach the door and look out, there was a hallway with door oppisate of eachother. there was a long carpet reaching to the otherside of the wall. It was just one hallway that split on the end. I walk down and feel very small. My tail is tucked under me and I bump into someone. "im sorry" I bow down shivering like crazy. I was thinking that someone was going to hit me. "its okay, im not going to hurt you. You must be Jun" I look up and a lady wearing a huge dress looked down at me. Her hair seemed up and she was wearing alot of makup. I stay down as she kneels down and pats me "yes ma'am I am Jun" She giggles "maybe you should wear something" I get up on my fours and look at myself. I blush "im sorry ma'am" I tuck my tail trying to hide my parts. I crawl back to Bermys room and back ontp the bed. I cover myself up and grab a book. I read the cover. 'how to kill Vampire' I shudder and put it back I grab another "Diary of Bermy the 4th" A diary, so I guess he is no the first. I read it and find it facsinating. I read it halfway when I hear Ven and Bermy talking on the way in, "hello guys" I say it quitly but they heard me. Ven Waves and Bermy glares down at me. "sorry" Bermys eyes seem to warm up. I put the book back and grabbed the covers, I put them over me trying to hide. I see Vens hand grab a cover edge and peered inside. "whats up?" I look away "nothing" He crawls inside and grabs my head turning it to face his eyes. "oh yeah sure, your lieing" He kisses me, pushing me back.

I feel his hand sliding up my shirt. I push him back harder then ever, he flys back slamming back on the books. "no, please no. I want to go home" Bermy was surprised and walked to Ven. I back into the corner and feel lost. Ven pushed Bermy away and crawled to me, he took the blanket off and caressed my cheek. I cry Feel him tugging my head, hugging my head and neck. I feel his chest and heart beating. " im sorry." I whined. "no, its not your fault" Ven glares at Bermy. I clutch to him. Bermy comes up and pats Ven, "well we are having problems, the caves are being overrun by the high qween soldiers." I look up at him and rub my eyes of water. "were are we?" Bermy smiles, "we are in the emergancy place, my home. I made it so other people can live here. we are still inderground but I have enough food and room fro everyone to live here. This is my room, I thought I should share." Ven laughs "kinda hard with all the books and paper. mabey we should have our own room? one bed will do" I see him smirk and could read his mind "no.. no 2 beds, please." Ven seemed surprised and so did Bermy. "im sorry, im sorry" Ven hugged me tighter "no its okay, your not in trouble"

Bermy let us hug for a few moment and allowed me to take the blanket with me. He showed us to our room. It had 2 beds on the wall, there was a bathroom on the right as you walk in. there was a window, I walked in slowly and looked around. I opened the window and saw forest surrounding the castle. The moon was hiding behind the sun. Stars shown the way. I closed it agien and jumped a bed. Ven sat on the other one. I covered myself hiding from the world. I could feel the bed move, I twitch and felt Ven's hand grab the blanket, He pulled up and looked inside. "jun.. Jun you okay?" I tried to pull back "im sorry" my mind felt confused, I didn't now who I was. Ven Kissed me and I feel more calm. His tongue dug his way in and wrestle my mouth. I push him down wrestling back. I stop and look at him, he pulls me down hugging me tightly. "your fine, its okay your my boy" I close my eyes as Ven pats my head. My tail wags happily, as my own thoughts feel like there coming back. I Get up and Vens arms slide down. I blush red "we need to stop, is it okay if I travel for a bit?" Ven smiles "yeah we can go to a few places." I look away and get himm off me. I crawl to a corner and hug my legs. "no I mean me, alone. Im sorry but.. I want to travel alone." Ven gets up and pats my head "well I guess so, im going to be kinda lonley though" Anger fills me "you have Bermy, and possible everyeone else that high king in there name" I look away and try to shake off Ven's hand. He seemed surprised "I did that so you can be free. is that so bad?" I sutter and tears fell down on my legs " it hurt... it hurt Ven. I was hoping that I didn't have to get hurt for a long time.". Ven Rubs the bottem of my eye taking away the tear, "I now you have been hurt, but everyone gets hurt every now and then." tears swell up "I now that, its just.... mabey I should go back to being a wolf... a wild wolf". Ven grabs my arms and shoves me down on the bed "you NOW I can't let you! if you say that I can't let you go." He falls down on me, hugging me. I want to push him off but I can't. We stay in that posistion for a few moments.

I close my eyes and hug Ven "your being cute agien" I open my eyes and see Vens hand moving up my shirt. "Ven no!!" I try to shove him off but im to tired. "no Ven" I feel him rub my scar gently. "but your so cute, and im horny. its been days after all" I whine "not for me! I still hurt from Bermy" he kisses my stomach and holds my sides. I push his head away but He dousn't budge. I lay there watching him kiss closer to my face. He kisses me to my mouth and slides his hand to legs. I grab hold of it before he touches anything. "please Ven. I don't want to" He kisses me deeper and trys to have me let go. I can bairly breath and can't speak anymore.He manages to make me let go and grabs my own hand. He slams it and grabs my other hand slamming it with the other. I struggle but he won't let me go. I get angry and struggle more. I try to kick him but he manages to get between my legs. I kick the air and feel his bulge through his pants. He locks my hand together with one of his hands. His other hand unlocks his pants and his Eract p***s points out. "Ven please stop!! no further!!" I whine and gasp as he starts humping me with his erection. He kisses my neck and I gasp as how good it feels. "mm your getting hard." He lets my hands go and I just let them limp. I feel trapped and for some reason confused. I feel Ven touching me and kissing me. "Ven please don't" Ven kisses me "why do you always resist? your so cute helpless" He gets up and grabs both my legs, He lifts them and directs his hard on. I feel it pointing up in my a**. I feel hotter and sweating. I could tell Ven was the same way. He thrust it in "ah! Ven please don't, pull it out" I look up at him and he seems really angry. He plops my legs on his shoulders and lowers himself. I could feel my stomach scrunch up. He thrust harder "Whats wrong with you?" He snarls and thrust harder "I get you free and your angry at me?" "ah! please.... please... your hurting me". Ven stops and slowly pulls out, He shoots his c** on my belly. "im... im hurting you?" Water starts to flow from his eyes. He quickly turns angry and thrust. "im hurting you? how the hell am I hurting you?" "Ah! your doing this because your angry". He grabs hold of me and lift me up. I hug his neck as he pushes me down deeper. "AH! Ven.. you have gotten bigger". Suddenly I felt pain through my stomach. like I was stabbed all over agien, I pushed him but he pulled me back. "no... NO... NO!! I didn't do it! I swear!!". Ven let me go and I crawled off the bed. "Jun?" I changed and only saw Bermy laughing.