.:Real life:.
My name is Checkpa ((Here is something....my name aint really checkpa lol I aint telling ya what it isssssh either!))
Im 17 biggrin
I was born on 12-21 in North Carolina
I Live with my Dad and Sis soo a Mother-in-law
My real mom died when I was 5 my sis was 2 or 1...
My Dad is getting married on the 16 of april of '09 biggrin
Im so proud of him ='D
Im currently in a great high school Im in 11th grade(juinor)..and what else Hmmm...
I currently always hanging with my friends at the pool,movies,mall,park and crud
I sleep for I about a good 4-8 hours and I get on here 1st then eat...hang with friends...eat.....tv....eat...then the rest of my day here....Is it wonderful biggrin lol
yea also I might be moving around next summer around the west of the USA D:
and I dun wanna :[
Some people say Im too good to be true but truth is in my life things got bad so bad I never wanted do them again I may die young for things I've done....When the fear started then I went to the gutters....I got in the gangs in school....Done drugs once because I didnt care what would happen....I had low-self of stem so I did what my friends did....that how I ended with a snake bite on me and putting on make up like my friends...months passed and I figured I met the wronge people because when I looked in the mirror I didnt see me ..... as I let things fall I found out old friends would help me out some of those friends I have to thank....Now I'm bac to a normal person that doesnt do stuff like that....I still wanna have the snake bite tho =o Lawlz I dont care if your not happy about this because I had to go through more bad stuff than that but thats outta the questions you'll ever ask me
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.:Fear:.
My fear is what I try to keep away...sorrow...depressed....rejected and scared...
My fear is to grow up....and never be the same....have those fun times when I was 14....when I turned 15....things seem to change slowly.....people around me......my own home felt just wrong....everything was slow and lazy....no one would say a word.....and no one would care for nothing......now Im 16 everything feels not right and everything isnt rite..as kids grow up some think like Peter Pan.....and they dont wanna grow up.....some do to drink,drive,and do whatever they please without an adult naggin them not to do that stuff.....and once you grow up you look back at all you friends....school.....family from 5 years ago and then you see now.....you friends are gone you have new ones you dont really trust....the places you go to people look at you different...not like a little kid but an adult....and the family falls apart....and no band aids can fix it.......once you have seen that then you never wanna grow up....
Another fear of mine is The Monster,
The thing that eats people...everyone has one....there things that hides in the shadow and everytime you feel mad it comes around but you cant see it only a reflection you'll be able to see it...that monster is you...a reckless thing if you ask me...because that thing isnt you but the leash snaps and you dont thing you would never do....from a good person to a mad man....I hate this thing that hides behind me....because I feel watched and useless if it another person....until I cry they see what they have done but oncce I have that monster I usually hide somewhere that no one can get hurt...by me....this monster is a fear I've yet to over come...
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.:my joy:.
My joy is what keeps me happy...being with friends,drawing,prankin,parties,and have a great summer in other places....my joy is my kid life...
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.:Love life:.
D: DAM YOU CUPID I FELL INTO YOUR TRAPE!
Oh well he is xXxXxPuppetMasterxXxXx biggrin
He is really sweet and I feel shy most of the time idky but everytime I talk to him I j-just dont know what to say really and everytime I giggle I think of him Idk the reason still but I love him biggrin
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.:Friends:.
Gosh I think I might as well say this surprised
I got the gift of sweet smile but I've got the curse of friendlyness biggrin
my top friends this is REAL life friends kk
June M. Long
Kat J. W. (Cuz)
Nikki Water ( biggrin Shes a mermaid!)
Joe Z. Cox (lol His last name makes me lol)
Donny S.
Vangie L. C. (Rawrna biggrin )
Jan F. W. (Cuz)
Angel A. W. (Sis)
Xay P. Steffen
Paullet O. (Miami cuzzz)
Joe E. W. (Idiotic cuz who i luff lotshhhh)
Kim Tran.(twin)
Jacob Tran.(twin)
Eli bochoshi (bitchy but cool)
James bochosi (BFF guy everrr)
Nina o'len
Jessic smyth
Jamiee Adison
Kris Whales
Tay Hopeburge
and more biggrin
((LOL I just notice this my Middle name and Last make Aw and my cu Joe has ew XD LOL and xay has PS ))
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.:Life here:.
well I 1st got on gaia...around halloween '07...I think
my friend Vangie told me about this place and I stayed for about 4 moths then I was failing school then I had to leave for a while..turns out I passed and came back around jun 21st I think but I had to go to places and then I really started going on here on the 13th of july '08...and since then to now I've go rallyphobia...ADD.....and another thing also
names you may call me
Chec((Nickname short))
Checkpa((Nick name))
book vixen((One person =o I dont get it why))
THe_goOd_FoR-nOtHinG((User name))
neko-girl ((....))
A W ((Cookie J biggrin awwwww~!))
kitty biggrin *pet*((mostly called -_-))
my sister is Angelygoobear my half sister)not really) is Vangieerzz
I know I haven't been here for a while summer is almost over wich sucks DX
but yea im in 11th year (I almost failed but I passed wee~!FIY:Thats why I was missing but Im beckerzz)
I like nekos idky Im am idiot on love :[ I think cupid doesnt like me really so yea havent changed since I left so lets ******** w/e biggrin DDDDDDDDDD ((By ******** I dont mean that -_-....)))Also dont question me on my nekoness maid I just like the maid stuff -_- and the nekoness the other is a ninjaaaaaaaa DEY PWN SO STFU! biggrin Also I have some problems with hyper stuff but yea I act around people different ok I like to act like im 10 or 14 again and whine and crud Im just in a random class with my sister vangie biggrin SHE HAS ADD jk
Lots of love,
Checkpa ;D
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