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I got myself into Montana on the 18th (Last Friday), where I was the surprised that Kellyn and Blade were waiting for, thought at first they didn't know it was me. So before I came Lucy (Their foster mom) got questions like "Can it go in my room?" and "Can we get one for me and one for Kellyn/Blade?" When I got to the house Lucy had them close their eyes and walk with her to the living room, and once they open their eyes they were stocked, surprised, and Kellyn looked as though she was completely stupified. Most of the time spend involved Custom Robo along with a few other video games, but we also went to a small water park, and me and Kellyn saw a movie together as well.

Above all the trip was fun but I learned a few things they kind of worry me a little. For starters my little brother is so depressed a lot of the time, his thoughts are on a crazy downer level. A lot happened to Blade in his life, it was the same garbage I had to deal with with my mother, but it was happening to him in his first 4-5 years of his life. I let him know that I love him, and that things are going to turn out way better, I just hope he remembers how good he has it now with his new family and that he is loved. Speaking of mom see lost her rights to Kellyn and Blade, which means that after one last visit with therapist involved that'll be the last time she'll see them both until Kellyn and Blade decide to see her later on in life, like when they're 18. Above all, I'm not surprised by either but I can't help but hopeeverything gets better, I mean those two deserve a good life, I mean Blade and Kellyn are both smart kids and they can be so full of life, I just don't want them to be dwell on the past, I want to see them move forward.

As for the movie I mentioned I finally saw Dark Knight! Me and Kellyn loved it, and I felt that they did an amazing job with the story along with The Joker as well. I also like how they added Two-Face, and how Scarecrow made another appearance as well. Ah, it was all beautiful to me, the only parts that was weird was how they implied that there would be a Robin later on (Possibly the next one, if they make another.), because I currently can't see where a character like Robin would do anything positive in a movie series like this and, naturally the last scenes with Two-Face, but I won't spoil it for you guys, just go see it, it's my favorite new movie I've seen.

Later today I'll be heading home, leaving behind the lovely times that I've had, moments like all of us bonding a little, stroy time with Blade (It would go from a bed time story to discussions involving science and theories of his involving alien life forms.), and naturally the tickle fights and the laughs we've all had together. Later this day I'll probably spend some of it resting and the rest job hunting a bit and who knows, maybe in a little while I'll have something a little more steady and I'll be back in college by fall or winter quarter. (At least that's the plan.)

Well, I'm off to bed, it's 12:30am, I need to be up by 5, I better get some sleep while I can.