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Summer... I still wonder where the end is, but suddenly, its the weekend or thursday!! I mean, what happened? Did it all just, fly by? Nah... That CAN'T be it!

Anywho, so I've been running alot lately so I can't start my training to be in the Navy. I've had many family members doubt me lately, so I'm really pushing stare . Something tells me that if I don't do this now, (I mean, getting in) then something tells me that I'll just fail at life. I don't care what I have to give up while chasing this dream, but something tells me that I won't lose whatever it is that's lost. Btw, anyone who is nosy and wonders WHY THE HELL I'M GOING IN, IT'S CAUSE MY GRANPA SAID THAT IF HE COULD DO IT AGAIN, HE'D GO IN THE NAVY!! (He's one of the greatest men of my life!) SO DON'T THINK, 'HELL!! THAT SUCKS!! WHY THE GODDAM NAVY?!' stressed

After some of this training, I find myself getting both stronger and weaker. I keep pushing this for myself, and I'm dropping alot of things. I haven't been reading as much, I've become more hateful... Hell, I think I'm more hateful just cause schools out and school drains my energy so I don't even WANT to think of arguing!! And by weaker, I mean that I've noticed ALOT of bruises lately! I mean, there's one on the side of my foot that's HUGE! I thought, how the hell did THAT get there?!?! eek

Now, on to more current events... If nobody knows yet, and would like to know, Kirri is actually livin with me. Let me tell you all of those girls out there who thinks they could get on in the life living with their boyfriends (this goes to boys as well. Hell, this just goes to everyone!), don't think its easy! Sure this is my best friend we're talking about, but a body is a body! I'm not saying living togther is the worst thing ever, (I think its a great experience myself) but its definetly different (Unless you have siblings, unlike I do, you might know what this feels like.)....We argue, we fight, we have fun, we're like real siblings or somethin! I just didn't know what it was like to actually live with some one other than my parents, who leave me alone anyways. confused

Well, that's all I got to say for the moment! I'm using my friend's computer right now (Raviens). I've also been using the library computer, so maybe I'll be on more now! (SCHOOL COMPUTERS SUCK!!)


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Bye bye now!! whee