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I have no friends. I've come to the conclusion that I have no friends. Nobody would care if I died. Nobody would miss me. Nobody would notice if I just picked up and left the ****** country. Why the **** do I get like this. I hate myself. 4 Months ago, I was alot happier. This has been the most depressing summer ever. Filled with thoughts of suicide (i'm **** stupid .... and to much of a py to even try anything ... but hey it's nice to imagine), crying myself to sleep, and looking at myself in disgust. I'm ***** hideouse, i'm fat and disgusting. I need help, maybe I need medication ... who ****** knows. How am I ever suppose to help other people deal with their lives if I can't even handle my own?

Posted by: punkarama Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 06:01am

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Commented on: Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 06:14am


	Aww. ;-; Punky, save up some money, and come live here. I'll help you. <3 I would care if you died, and I hate myself, too. Don't worry, honey. cry

Commented on: Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 09:16am


	I love the beautiful punkie. I would miss you so much if you were gone. -clings-

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Commented on: Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 09:56am


	sad for some reason this feels partially like my fault, but i would miss you if you left punky, i was aching that month and a half you where gone... i dont want to see you go

Commented on: Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 07:40pm


	It's not your fault Eddy. I feel like this quite often, sometimes I just snap though and blurt it all out.

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Kei Asaki
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Commented on: Tue Sep 06, 2005 @ 07:33am


	HELLO!??!? JAMES. IS. A. GOD DAMNED. FRIEND. OF. YOURS!!!!! AUGH!!!!!! I would miss you every second you were gone. You are an awesome person Punky, don't ever think otherwise, because thinking otherwise is bullshit. NEVER forget that I'm a good friend of yours, and I always will be. heart

Commented on: Tue Sep 06, 2005 @ 05:56pm


	punky, you muchly loved by everyone on here, hence the comments! you are probably the only person on here that i can talk to about anything. i'm sorry i haven't been around, things are a bit ****** with me too at the moment, i just wanted to tell you you are loved and shouldn't feel so bad heart heart**

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