Ahh i didn't think i could do it again but i'm in love again. Deep in it, i think. Haha. I do love him...a lot. I'm happy when i'm around him. And i really feel like this is real. Whenever we are hanging out, i've gotta be nearby him. Obsessive I know, but i just hae to be nearby him. Now this only counts when a) we're alone some where, b) we as a couple are alone at his house c) we are around my friends and their guys and they are by eachother. If it's me, him, and a friend of his or mine i can just be around him to feel good. Unless of course he is the one starting the nearness y'know? It's like middle school girl all over again with this one, but i'm hoping this one lasts. Awesomely, yesterday was our 2 1/2 month anniversary and this has been the longest relationship for the two of us. It's really awesome. Best part is that there are so many jealous girls out there. Or just girls in general who know him, and are all 'oemgee!' and he goes this is my girlfriend and they go 'oh'. Haha. Amazing i know. Ahh yes. I was at his house yesterday and that was quite a blast. Ugh. I can't wait until this weekend. He's coming with me to my dad's house. Of course friday i'm gonna be at a friend's for the night, but he can hang with my dad cause my dad loves him. He's been teaching him bass. Bf teaching dad that is. And then Saturday night...haha. So much fun. So there is this song that, though i don't think he's singing it to me or about me, he could but you never know, and whenever it plays or he sings it in the car it makes me smile/blush a little. Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold. Ever hear of it? It's a good song, i really like it...I LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND.
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