I've had enough with humans, I've had enough with this world! and sometimes I feel that I've had enough watching myself try to gain friends or any sort of relationship and failing...I don't want to fail anymore I don't want humans around me anymore..Idon't know if I want anything anymore..I'm just so sick and tired of everything I wish I could just float in nothingness for a while maybe with Taye..she would like that too I think 3nodding I don't know what to do anymore, my mind is falling apart at the seams, the people I want to be with say I depend on them too much and everyone else freakin ignores me so what am I supposed to do?
I don't really care what I'm supposed to do I'm mad and sad and crazy and a bunch of other crap all mixed up all at the same time. I'm so mixed up in my brain right now I don't know what to do. I've always told myself that all I ever need in life is two people, a super caring person, and a friend. I have those 2 now and I was so happy and then they told me I needed to stop depending on them so much...I don't know what I'm doing..., I don't know what to do..I don't even know if one of them is right but I want to keep them anyway. I just see both of them as a bird and a wolf. (I'm a wolf too) Tayes a little bird that has to go with the flock away from me sometimes but comes back to keep me company whenever possible.
Kuromi's a wolf on his own like me that seems wary and sort of keeps his distance even though sometimes he doesn't want to. I'm a wolf. I don't wanna have to wander alone. I would like to just have a small pack. thats all I need. me Taye and Kuro, but I dont know whats going to happen, eeespeeecially with Kuromi. sad sad sad sad I need everything to work out..or I won't be nice or happy anymore.. I seriously don't know what will happen to me...
I just need a hug, I need someone to tell me that they care... I need kuromi....! crying
 Elemental guardian Zaria · Sun Jul 13, 2008 @ 05:47pm · 1 Comments |
