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Last night .. at 3:00 in the morning ... I was up ... the window was open.
I couldn't sleep the rain was pouring .. as I was about to sleep .. I heard ..
Screaming of No's the voice goes on .. it sounded like a man ... soon after.
It became quieter .. but I keep hearing thuds .. loud thuds .. and so I heard the scream again it sounded a bit distant but more thuds came into it ... the rain poured harder .. I couldn't hear correctly .. I was scared .. I wonder what happened .. I covered my head under my sheets. I couldn't do anything. I didn't know what to do . few minutes later .. the scream was gone .. and then I heard a diffrent noise .. maybe furniture being moved I couldn't be sure about it.

I closed my eyes shut and try to stay calm .. then I slept .. thinking what happened.

Now I woke up clueless ... It sounded so close to me .. maybe about 3 doors down . across the street. I didn't know .. I didn't feel like discovering it .. at all.

Right now im scared .. im not even sure if im going to be safe in my room... the sound of light rain pouring .. it made me think someone was coming closer where I am .. im trying not to think about it . im still scared where I am.

I live where Rapists and Drug addicts live. I couldn't be more sure than that.
I hate it here ... I wanna leave this place .. but I can't I have to stay here until ..
I have a chance to get away from this place.