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I don't know... it felt like just a fun ride when we were coming up here, a vacation outside of parker, and then we got to the house and everything felt just temporrary, like a summer house.. and then we stayed here for the summer and there reall wasn't a difference except different routes home to learn and stuff like that. and now I'm back in school, and the schock actually hits me, and I feel so depressed to have have left everything I've ever known, and no one at school talks to me. . I know I should be more patient, but.. I'm just so lonely and depressed. It's not so bad when we're in class, but when it's lunch time and I have to sit by myself, I can't help but feel like I'm going to bawl at any minute.. I never wanted to move in the first place and I know I shuold just try to adjust but I still miss all the people left behind.