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My friend is forever lost in a sea of death.... You know that move what dreams may come? well do you think thats what its like? I hope not, my friend just shot himself gonk I am so lost, do you think hell go to hell do you think hes just in the ground and will stay there to rot and have worms move throu out his body? do you think its more like you go to what you believe and if you believe you belong in heven you are there? Will he see all of hes friend and relitives and loved ones there. I am confused, I have read so many different belifes, I looked into so many different religions, and have yet to see one thats unfulty, right now I am trying to setal an evangelical free, thats the church my mom is sending me to. I do not believe most the stuff in that bible but I am trying to get a better grasp on it. I looked into santanison and bodust and wiccan (I do believe in witch craft but I dont like the religas grasp on after life) but in the end I am left with the thought that you go where ever you believed you religon would take you, if you thought you where going to go to hell for what you did then there you shall rot, but if you thought your god would forgive you then in heve you will find yourself in his good grases. welp I dont know and if there are any Ideas on where you go in the after life please be honest on what you believe and let me know what you think will happen to my good friend Pat cry ninja Blessed be, Lady Blackmist ninja entry pic

Posted by: gothic baby Sun Nov 07, 2004 @ 01:53pm

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Commented on: Sun Nov 21, 2004 @ 05:57pm


	what ami doing here? confused eek sweatdrop

Commented on: Sat Nov 27, 2004 @ 01:56am


	I'm sorry. i know what it's like to lose a friend to suicide. I know nothing I can say will make it better or undo what has been done. But in terms of your religion things and trying to find the faith, let me say first that I respect you for that. At least your trying to get out of your hole, which is more than I did. In my religion, We believe that God does not pick and chose who comes to His/Her side. All travel the same path and than are cleansed of all that they did in life. They live eternally with God and everyone who has died previously. Just some food for thought. If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm more than open and I'll get back to you as soon as I can. And no, I'm not some 40 year sicko trying to get a date. I just want to help.

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