So I wrote this story in like 2 hours. I dont know. However long it took me to type. I didnt really plan this out, it just kinda unfolded as I went along. SO this is my story and i did write it.
I'm awear that it may be a peice of s**t, but in my defence. I think that its pretty good. Just keep in mind, no planing went into it. I was really tired and board when I wrote it. One more thing.. I didnt read this over, so Im awear theres gonna be lots of typos and stuff. If something dosnt make scence, let me know. Thanks so much.
Dont laugh. Its my first love story.
Read and enjoy.
Comments would be nice and any ideas on making it better would be greatly appreicated.
Peace out and thanks for reading.
Another High School Love
I blushed as he looked over my way, and winked. I really couldnt help it. I knew that he was taken and there was no way, that some one like him, would fall in love with me. I gripped my books tighter and daydreamed while walking down the hall, only to come back into relaity by bumping into my friend Ella.
"Day dreaming about Jarret are we Jamie?" She laughed.
"Ha ha. I laughed scarcasticly. Make your self usefull and help with my books."
"Fine. Don't be sutch a clutz."she laughed again. I stuck my toung out at her.
"Here you go lover." She said trying not to laugh.
"Oh. You are so... er."
"But I'm still your best friend. Hum. Funny."
"Sometimes I wonder my dear Ella. Sometimes I wonder."
We both laughed as she handed me my papers and my books, and headed to our next class. French. Blech.
"He winked at me." I wispered to Ella.
"Oh did he? She asked sounding very scarcastic.
"Yes." I hissed back.
"He winks to like every pretty girl." I made a face at her and went back to my studys.
"well, at least he thinks Im pretty."
Just then Mrs.umbridge came and slapped her pointing stick on our desks. We both jumped in our seats.
"Silence!?" She hissed at us, and walked up to her desk. Err. How I hate that woman.
Finally though, after what seemed hours, then bell had rung to dismiss us from class. Chatter filled the classrom as it empted.
"So. said ella. Is that all?"
""Is what all?" I asked in totall confusion
"You know..."
"No actually ella. I dont". I laughed.
"Did he only wink? Is that all he did?"
"Yes. Yes thats all he did. " I replied rather depressed.
"What class do you have now?" asked ella.
"Uh... bio I think."
"Aw. I have atlantic studies. I'll catch ya later."
We both went opposite ways to our next class when I bumped into some one dropping all my books and papers. Great, I thought to myself. How many times will I run into someone today making myself look like a total clutz?
"Sorry. I said not looking up. Let me just ge..." I looked up, and kneeling right there beside me was jarret.
My face went all red and I looked back down, letting my hair fall infront of my face.
"Hey, no problem. Do you, Um.. want some help?" He said picking up some of my papers.
"Oh, sure.. thanks."
"My pleasure." He replied.
"So, er.. what class do you have next?" He asked me.
".. Um bio. And you?"
"Cool. Me too. Can I er.. walked you there?"
"Yeah.. sure."
This I found was going okay, but not that brilliant. My face was probably very red and he probably thought a was a compleat fool. Maybe he was just walking with me out of pity. Who knows.
But what if his girlfriend spotted us?
Of course I coudnt tell if she was comming or not because the whole school new that jarrent must have had a girlfriend and with all the rumers floating around, I guess that the whole school beleived he had.. its just that no one had ever seen her before.
We arrived at the classroom and he handed me back my book, and we went to our seats and prepared for another boring lesson.
Only for me. I had no idea what was comming next. I opened my text books and a slip of paper floated into my lap. I quickly looked around the room to see if anyone had noticed. To my luck, they we're all staring straight ahead.. moast. Otheres were sleeping.
I unfolded the note, which looked to be pretty old and a lot of creases in the paper. In messy hand writing, this had been written;
Jamie.
I dont really know what to say.
But I know how I feel.
I guess we have talked a few times,
and have ran into each other more then once.
I didnt know this untill a few days ago.
I didnt know how I felt.
Now I do.
I think I may be falling in love with you.
I think maybe I allready have.
Please.
Can you wait for me like i have for you?
At the common room. eleven tonight.
No signature. Who was it? I suppose I automaticly assumed that it was jarret. But he did afterall, have a love. Not for me though. I was hardly noticed my him. No matter how hard I would try. I suppose i just blended in with the croud. I scaned the room for someone I thought it may be. Then my eyes landed on Ron.
God. Please not Ron. Please.
Whats wrong with Ron you may ask.
I will tell you.
Hes not funny. The worst part is, he thinks he his and laughs histaricly at his horrid jokes. Another, he has realy bad breath... and gets way to close up in your face. Hes a greesy mess. I doubt he showeres. Maybe he has a thing against the showeres here? Who knows. Hes not that attractive... and he will never.. shut up.
And thats Ron.
I looked around the room still. No one really came to mind.
Maybe this person wasnt even from this class. Maybe from a different class.
Still. Maybe it was Jarret.
We're just gonn have to see. I thought to myself.
Class ended and nothing from jarret. He didnt look at me. Didnt wink. Nothing.
I didnt know weather to show Ella or not. Sure shes been my best friend ever since I arrived at this boarding school, but what will she think? She'd probably laugh. Make some joke or something. Then, she would moast deffinatly follow me into the common room at eleven. I kept it to myself.
The end of the day had finally come. The end of a friday that is. Yes!
I ran up to my dorm and to my bed. My room mate Danielle had not arrived so I shoved the note into my journal and under my matress, then jumped into the shower. I didnt want to be ungroomed when I met this boy. When I came back out, danielle had arrived.
"Hey." I said, drying my hair with the towel
"Hi." She sounded upset.
I stopped drying my hair and looked over at her sitting on her bed.
"Are you okay?" I asked her. She didnt look.
".. Yeah. she replied. Fine. I could hear her crying.
"Danielle, you're not okay. Whats wrong?"
" Nothing. I said Im fine!" She snapped choking down her tears.
"Please.." I begged her.
She turned around and the mascara had fun down her red cheeks.
"I said nothing! Leave me alone! She snapped. I despratly hated to see her like this. She had been my room mate since the 7th grade. You usually told each other lots of things. She wasnt my best friend, but she was pretty close.
The room stayed slient except for the few deep breaths and sniffling from underneath the covers of danielles bed.
I looked around my wardrobe and tried to find something to wear. I didnt know if I should put on p.j.'s or some jeans with the casual look.
After about an hour went by, Danielle still had not come out of her bed.
"Dee? I whispered. Please talk to me." I said in a hushed voice walking over to her bed.
I poked her a few times.
"Dee?" I said again. Maybe she had fallen asleep.
"Please... she said, sounding very weiry. Please..."
I paused for a while.
"Okay." I whispered.
it was about 5 and I decided I would have a little rest seeing as I had nothing on the go for a few more hours.
Thoughts of Danielle kept entering my head. Why was she so upset? I've never seen her like this. Shes been in the same dorm with me for 2 years and not once has she not been willing to talk to me.
It was 10:30 when I awoke. I looked over at danielles bed and she was sound asleep. I rested my hands under my pillow and felt my journal. I pulled it out and then the note came falling down after it.
Jarret! I totally forgot.
I looked like a totall train wreck! I had no makeup on and my hair was a tangly mess.
I jumped out of bed carefull not to wake danielle and put on my side lamp and pulled over my mirror and makeup.
I put on the "natural look" so I didnt look like I was so desprate.
I was really excited and grew more and more excited as the time got closer to eleven.
But I thought about danielle again.
Will she be allright?
I was pretty sure she would be, and to be honnest, I really wanted to met this guy.
Eleven o-clock came and I had just finished getting ready. I quietly left the room and down the the common room in the middle of the girls hall and the boys hall. I looked over at the coutch and allready, he was there. I couldnt quite see him becausr the room was so dim, that and he wasnt facing me so..
There was no sound anywear. Was everyone asleep? Gone to a party? Oh well.
I walked quietly over to the seat.
I took a seat down beside him and he looked over.
It was jarret. omg omg and omg. My heart raced.
No one said anything for quite sometime.
"You?" I said, and paused.
"The note?"
"From me." He replied moving closer.
"But I thought... I thought that you had a girlfriend?"
He smiled and just oh how I wanted to kiss him right then and there.
Thankfully, I resisted.
"A girlfriend?" Kinda.
I froze and I think my heart may have stopped.
"Then wh..." He cut me off.
"You." He said.
Seriously, this boy was going to give me a heart attack or something.
He reached for me and pulled me closer.
Oh, how I have been wanting this for so long.
I knew what was comming next. I just knew.
He grabbed my waist and pulled me into him, our lips just touching. He slowly pushed into it and the kiss became much more passinate. He held me tighter and kissed me deeper. I felt his toung enter my mouth, playing and mine in his shortly after. He nibbled on my lower lip and I just wanted to stay like this forever with him. So full of love, but so unsure of it truely.
He started leaning into me and pushing me on my back and he stoked his hand through my hair. I gazed deeply into his deep eyes, as we just ly there. I didnt know what to do next, but I knew It was my turn to do something, so I pushed him onto his back as I ly ontop of him. I went into kiss him once more as he wrapped his arms around me, getting lower and lower untill he stopped just above my bottom. We kissed some more and I know that I loved every second of it.
We just lyed there for a long while. That I could handle. I didnt want it to be over, but It was. We lyed next to each other breathing slowly and a kiss every now and then. He sat up and pulled me onto his lap.
I loved you for so long. He wispered in my ear.
I just didnt know.
He got up and kissed me once more before we both headded off to bed.
I felt so... just I dont know. I was in a cloud. I was dreaming. Something.
But this was real and this I had loved.
I creeped back into my dorm with my heart still excited from this wonder.
"Dee?" I said, to make sure I didnt wake her.
I checked the clock. 12:25.
"Yeah." She said.
I changed into my p.j.s and washed off the makeup.
"Can you tell me now?" I asked.
She took a deep breath.
"Its Jarret." Did she know? What? Was this about me and him?
"Jarret? I asked. What? What happened?"
"He told me he loved me. I was stupid enough to believe it."
Oh. My. God. What on earth was I suppose to say now?
"When did he say?"
"Practially everyday for the past few months." She said almost near tears again.
"I had no idea, I mean. I didnt know you were going out with him."
"No one did. She said. We kept it a secret."
"Why? What happened? Tell me please." I begged her.
"He said that he found someone else. He really liked me. But he wanted someone else."
I had been so over come with emotions tonight, I just had no idea what to do.
"Danielle, I'm so.. so, sor..."
"Please. she said, I dont need sympthay. Hes a jerk. Along with this new girl. Maybe not.. she just dosnt know what she has comming for her. When he breaks her heart, its gonna hurt like nothing you've ever felt before. Maybe shes not a jerk. I just feel sorry for her."
I was stunned.
"Wow." It was the only thing I could manage to say. Wow.
"Whatever though. You dont have to worry about it. Its not your problem and its no longer mine. Goodnight Jamie."
"Yeah.. I said slowly getting up from her bed. Not my problem..."
I crawled into bed with no idea whats happening next. I wish I did. But I had nothing.
What am I suppose to do? What Im I gonna say?
Boys. Hearts. Love.
Whats the use.
-Alexandra.
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