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Hello Everyone Reading This Journal Entry.

This is just about what ive been feeling or doing within the time of my last entry.

Well to start off about that really weird journal entry that was made and deleted within a few days....Well I kinda found out some really weird stuff about one of my ex's that just made me mad and depressed at the same time so I was kinda just trying to cailm myself down I guess...

Anyway I finally got to buy a new computer 3nodding xd blaugh ....Meaning I can come on Gaia more offten and finally change my aweful profile.

Well I have'nt been depressed that much lately becasue I guess am actully happy to be alive...which is a good thing...I can actully remeber last year this month I was actually ready to end my life....and im glad that I was talked out of that.(Thanks Stef for a talk we had a year ago)

Oh yeah I need some help on when I change my profile and what not....well becasue I want to leave all this chaos and darkness and be optomistic....I mean im a christian and I bet most of you would probably be suprised on how i've been using language lately, not to meantion my username The Black Knight of Chaos,The Black Angel of Chaosx.So could you guys help me think of a new username.

The Next Entry probably wont be a Blog but probably some more poems....maybe happy ones(even though I highly doubt it).

Well I im currently saving up for a new guitar becasue my mom knews these people who are going to teach me.

So this is basically everything i've been thinking and doing....anyway thanks for reading and please comment on this...thanks all of you....

Talk to you later...