So don't you just hate when your friends do something stupid and you get in trouble for it. Guilt by association sucks but it happens and it happened to me tonight. I hate it. it's so annoying...but those are the kind of friends you want I guess. I mean sure maybe a few do that without knowing that but what if they do it knowing you can get in trouble for it? How many times will it take them getting in trouble before they learn it's stupid. Oh well I guess it's part of what's called growing up. I wonder if it's possible to just live with what stupid acts they commit? Then again I don't think I'd let a friend take the fall for my actions. I'd own up to them. A little honesty never hurt someone.I guess all I can say is that I shouldn't really judge them for what they do. It hurts to have your trust broken. I wish it didn't have to be so but they did. I don't want to sound mean or anything but I am totally hoping that I can learn from this and not hang around those kinds of people again. I can also say I don't want to be like that. Curtain people make good examples while most people make the worst kind. I'm just glad that now i really can pick them out from across the street.Well on a happy note (though I can't share the details) I can say in the end it worked out. I wasn't in "trouble" because my family recognized that the people I was with that I called friends, should have had more respect for my wishes, and that they left me to my own. So I shall leave them on their own. Casting off the old life will be hard. I can honestly say they were so much more better at responsibility when they were still in school but it's like when they left it was so different. I wish they never change... This might not have ever had to have happened if they had the same responsible natures. Curse you world for corrupting my friends with stupidity!
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