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Title:World's Apart
Rating razz G 16 for violence
Intro:Yeah,I wrote this FOREVER AGO! I just really liked the song and at the time I really liked what I had going ^^"'(OMG NOT A SONG FIC! *GASP*) Yeah....Wrote it when I was like 11 LOL >.< Anyways,It's from Theosophy Heart and is actually a prequal to Saint's story If I ever actually post it in here ^^'' My lazy arse probaly won't. Anyways,Me and My lame writing *Cough* Here it is.And no it's not Yaoi. They're brothers okay?It's complicated......




World's Apart


I can't. I just can't do it.This can't be happening I watched in horror,Unable to move or scream.Transfixed like some type of statue.

Here we stand
Worlds apart, hearts broken in two, two, two
Sleepless nights
Losing ground
I'm reaching for you, you, you

I tried to move,my body refused to listen.His hand reached up towards me.and he mouths something unaudible through the blood chocking that beautiful throat that had once said sweet nothings and terms of friendship now did nothing but gasp and cough up a horrid sound as he tried to speak with the bullet hole through his stomach.Blood covered the earth,dying it a red so dark it looked black.He reached for me again.One small hand reaching for me,One grasped around the gapping wound.

Feelin' that it's gone
Can change your mind
If we can't go on
To survive the tide love divides

"Saint....Please..."
His eyed plead with me to be let go.For me to end this horrible pain for him.Those soft blue eyes plead the impossible of me,I could never hurt him,even to take away the pain.I pull him onto my lap and try to stop what bleeding I can.Wy was I so weak? I wasn't I home sooner to save him from that Man? That crazy b*****d that still tried to make us call him 'father'.

Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
How we touched
And went our separate ways
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Though we touched
And went our separate ways

"I...I can't..." It's a whisper that I doubt he hears but I know he knows that what he asks is close to impossible,"I promised I would never hurt you....Never..." The rest was lost between my sobs that I could no longer control.I pulled his small frame close and cried holding him close so he could smooth my hair.That small hand untangling my red tresses and at the same time pulling blood into them.I closed my eyes and tried not to think about what was around the counter in the kitchen.Mother had been home as well.

Troubled times
Caught between confusions and pain, pain, pain
Distant eyes
Promises we made were in vain, vain, vain

It was so ironic that he was comforting me when he was the one in pain.A gentle smile and his palm is holding my face.
"Your horrible you know that...." I can't answer him.I can bearly look at him.Those bright blue eyes paled and soft.Tears streaking down his face as he tries to bring me back to my senses.

If you must go, I wish you love
You'll never walk alone
Take care my love
Miss you love

"Coalva.......Please."
"I love you."

Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
How we touched
And went our separate ways
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Though we touched
And went our separate ways.

End~