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in the hospital she was and still is labled dead, like once the machines were taken off her she had a total body shut down, like she wasn't breathing or moving at all and her eyes lifeless with a blind stare into nothing, but her heart, it was still beating, nothing but a corps with a pulse, and that's what scares the livin s**t out of me. i gess it's cause she has a swimmers heart, or some kind of heart only Jade could have. i know, i don't want to lose her either, but i don't want her to go through so much pain. but i'm also sure that she is trying the best she can to wake up, holding her breath till she reaches the surface.

man, the coma stuff is a very crazy thing and very sad to go through because you are left with a very difficult decission to either keep the person plugged when they could be suffering while doing so or still fighting to live or unpluging to kill the pain or kill the one trying to fight to survive .... sadly i have been through two situations like that one a few years ago with a good friend of the family and like two years ago with my cousin, sometimes i wonder if they would be alive right now walking around living happily if they werent unplugged but then again i say they must have been going through a lot of pain since they were both caused by huge accidents but well thats life, its hard sometimes and sometimes you must make decisions and hope that it was for the better, and well i understand how you feel about loosing people and not wanting to loose more but thats life sadly and well when they go its their time to go and the man up above knows why he does what he does and whats best i'm sure if she stays hopefully she fights to live and soon is better living life or if she goes that she goes to a better place. if you need to talk i'm here for you ok, i know its hard and i've been through it so i can relate. LYLAS!