Right now it seems like happiness is something fictional...
Whenever I get close to happiness...in the short reach to it...
Something quickly swoops down and takes it away...
Happiness just seems like a far off dream...
That I will never be able to gain like all the rest...
Fake happiness doenst do me well...
It just reminds me of how unhappy I realy am...
Hyperness doesnt mean I am happy either...
It just means I am trying to make my mind go faster...
So I dont have to think about the far off dream...
The dream everyone else has seemed to achieved...
Sometimes I doubt I ever will...
Even the times when I have reached being happy...
That thing that made me happy disappears...
And it seems like it takes forever to come back...
To restore itself...
No matter how much I smile...
No matter how much I laugh...
No matter how much I try...
Being happy...
Is something that so many have taken away from me.... emo
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The heart dies a slow death, shedding each hope like leaves. Until one day there are none.
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Inverno houra Roselia
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I just need to know how... sometimes joy shouldn't be sought for with to much effort, but found when you spend time with those you love...
We all try to fill an empty place in our hearts.... mine is filled with my dear friends like you, Nicki, Marcy and all the others.... thank you....