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Edited from my diary from Thursday 15th May
Longtime, no entries. Hmm, where to begin? I've got Mario Kart Wii now, which is ace. And as you may or may not know, I recently bought an Xbox 360 'Elite', with a load of games including; Halo 3, Eternal Sonata, and The Orange Box, which are all excellent! Anyways time for a topic change.
I'm still not doing anything career/education wise, so I am getting a lot of criticism from my parents and some friends also. I can just about cope with that, but my friends in RL always seem to be too busy with school/work and stuff to see me ATM. And solitude is something I've grown to hate. I feel so lonely sometimes, I'm not sure I'd survive without my Gaia and other net buddys. I mean it you peeps really help me cope, and it's usually a two way system with me supporting them also.
I'm not sure what I'm gonna do in life, but I'd better decide soon or I'll end up living on the streets. *lol* OK, that's a bit extreme but it could happen if I don't get my act together.
As for relationships right now, I'm not sure I can be bothered. I've already been hurt, it was last year... Josey, she moved back to Canada without saying a thing about it till the last minute, then eventually she stopped even replying to my emails! Why did she do that? I have no idea she seemed happy, but... I guess not. So I'm not sure I can be in another RL relationship for a while, maybe just an online one, to try and regain my faith in partnerships.
Woah, I've written loads! Don't worry, I only have a bit more to ramble on about. *lol* Anyways, I've started watching the Death Note anime series, that was recommended to me by Mitch (one of my Bebo/MSN buddys), he's always fun to talk to. Anyways I've bought the first 8 episodes of Death Note on DVD from HMV. It cost me £16 which seemed like a ripoff until I watched it, it's awesome! And I suggest that you check it out if you haven't already, heres a link: http://www.deathnote.tv/death-note-english-dub.php. I also got a Naruto DVD which seemed better value - £10 for 13 episodes, and while it is alright I must say that Death Note completely overshadows it.
I've noticed that I'm overspeneding ATM - I don't even have a job, but have spent about £700 on games, DVD's, ect. just in the last few months. I need to cut down a bit until I find a job, but thats kinda hard when my parents won't even give me £5, so I can topup my mobile, ggrrr! *lol* What use is 5p of credit? That's not even one text!
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