...It's weird.
I'm crying...
From this book.
Its New Moon, the Sequel.
I talked about it in the review, earlier.
Its... so sad...
I was crying...
And those three empty page that merely said "October","November", and "December" just made it worse.
I felt the pain that Bella has...
Panic...
Fear...
Anxiety...
And... Just completely heart-broken...
This happens a lot when I read a good book, and such... but... its EVER hit me with such force...
I wish someone could take me out of this book...
Give me a hug...
Grab it from my grip, and simply put it down.
...I wish Ryan was here...
This is like, the first Friday EVER that he WASN'T over here...
Maybe that's why I feel so alone, and stuff.
...Hell, I don't really care.
He's having more fun at his house, anyway.
He can get on Xbox live.
Me?
I'm not allowed.
I'm laying off the 360, trying to make things less hard on me.
BLAAAAAAAH.
I just want to hug someone right now.
And something won't do.
I need SOMEONE.
I need to feel secure...
>.<
I want to stop reading books like this!
THEY TEAR ME APART.
...Well, I'm scared to end this, since I'll just pick up the book again.
Who ever reads this, if its still the 9th, PLEASE message me, or contact me somehow...
I just need human contact so badly...
I'm THAT worked up.
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