It's amazing how the internet can help a person remember the good and bad of their past. Even just looking back on my journal, I can see how different I was... if I were to meet my old self, I'd call me very cheesy and overly-dramatic.
It's quite strange how the internet really reveals more to ourselves than if we wrote a real life journal. Nothing on the internet's really private here, and people can reply to everything and anything... and information is so easily retrieved (sp?) that you can see the good, bad and ugly dealing with anything. Then when you want to go back and delete the information, it's difficult because you have to delete all the copies that have been made before, say with Google. The internet tells you a little bit about basically everything.
Feh, I've gotten off topic. Oh well. Anyway, I'm just a little freaked out by how much I've changed. This site really shows me what I was like long ago. Well, it seems long ago to me, but really it was just a matter of a few years. Between reading my own journal entries and threads/posts I've made, I can make a good summary about myself...
I wasn't quite with it yet.
I'm just glad I am now.
Well, maybe I'm not fully with it, but at least I'm more with it to accept that I might not be with it.
I'm sorry if that didn't make sense. XP
Heck, maybe one day I'll look back on this journal and read this entry a few years later and think, "What a horribly cheesy past I've had!"
I guess that's just part of life, part of growing up. At least I think I'm on the right track. Right?
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