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More and more often these days I wish I?d never met JSU.


My mother took in someone she hardly knew because he was my friend and he had no where else to go. His mother changed the locks in her house and locked him out. So he turned to me, his only friend. And we took him in.

My mother said she would never see him out on the street as long as he had somewhere he could stay... and ever since then my pathetic little world has come crashing down around me.

Its been four months, since he came to stay ... sometimes it feels like an eternity
...and as far as I know he hasn't paid a cent to our house to live there.
But hes still treated kindly.
Am I? there own daughter? No.
I feel as though I am the one being "fostered"

I earn a measly $112.50 a week - that?s it.
But still I give $30 a week to my mother as "rent" to try and help with the house.
I cook and I try to keep my room clean, and I do my own washing.
But nothing is enough for my parents.

I'm not good with computers, I don?t deny it, but J now has my father living in his pocket... why?
Because he IS good with computers.

Now my father has forgotten all about how important the computer is to me, that gaia allows me to keep my shred of sanity and my stress levels down and all he ever does is say "so what if J's on there more than you?"
I wouldn't care so much, if J actually got off the computer at 9pm like we agreed would happen. He doesnt even have the decency to do that even if hes been on for over six hours straight.
No he's always saying "just let me get to the next level" or he says "I'm talking with someone on msn" (which by the way dad wants OFF the computer)
And if I sit there and remind him of the time, he runs off to dad and whines and what happens? I get in trouble.

Now my father tells me mum is seriously thinking about kicking me out. Changing the locks and kicking me out.

Funny isn't it?
She took in someone whos mother had kicked him out and changed the locks, and said she "wouldn't see someone in that situation out on the streets" and now shes threatening to do the same to me?

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You know there's got to be some goddess of irony laughing her a** of at me right now. Yeah I'm definitely irony's b***h.