Letting go of what I thought was real,
all these questions no longer appear.
What's wrong with leaving it behind,
everything I thought was not alive.
I keep trying till I fall off the deep end,
I feel numb from all the deceit I'm in.
All I wanted is to keep my freedom,
but now all I want is to be needed.
All I thought I knew has blurred,
seeing straight is what I fear the most.
The truth is a secret locked inside,
everything inside has always been a lie.
I never saw what you were saying,
things just keep playing out the same.
Letting go seems like the only way,
and all I need is to complete my game.
Blood so thick flowing throughout me,
all I want and need is deep within me.
Letting go isn't easy at the beginning,
then all at once I just have to jump in.
So when it's finally at an end inside me,
every beat and pulse slowly fading.
No one out there can hear my silencing,
and no one will ever be able to save me.
What are you waiting for after all this,
life's expectations are very unforgiving.
Everything you love and hold so dear,
will fall just as I have over the years.
So Let Go
Just Let Go
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